& i dont think that you know what you've been missing
im home alone, my moms probablly out getting drunk or something
so i think im gonna have a party listening to TAKING BACK SUNDAY!
everyone.. IM NOT SUICIDAL SO STOP SAYING THAT..i love my life soo fucking much..theres things that i would like to change about it..and everyone has there bad days and are down sometimes.. but i dont know why you all think im so suicidal and shit because im not. i was suicidal over the summer and after 3 trips to the hospital it got really stupid and i changed. but i dont get why you all think im suicidal im always hyper and happy at school? nt sad..ask olivia, marissa, kayla, and kourtney they know me really well and iM FUCKING CRAZY ASS MADNESS AT SCHOOL..so shut the fuck up im happy not suicidal :)
henry i know you'll be mad at me but i want to get closer to god.. henry says im damned to hell unless i praise god a whole lot and i dont want to go to hell. and i've never really been to church only a couple times and lets just say i didnt have any fun :/ but i wanna start going now and learn about god and what not..
so its party time bye bye my darlings
so i think im gonna have a party listening to TAKING BACK SUNDAY!
everyone.. IM NOT SUICIDAL SO STOP SAYING THAT..i love my life soo fucking much..theres things that i would like to change about it..and everyone has there bad days and are down sometimes.. but i dont know why you all think im so suicidal and shit because im not. i was suicidal over the summer and after 3 trips to the hospital it got really stupid and i changed. but i dont get why you all think im suicidal im always hyper and happy at school? nt sad..ask olivia, marissa, kayla, and kourtney they know me really well and iM FUCKING CRAZY ASS MADNESS AT SCHOOL..so shut the fuck up im happy not suicidal :)
henry i know you'll be mad at me but i want to get closer to god.. henry says im damned to hell unless i praise god a whole lot and i dont want to go to hell. and i've never really been to church only a couple times and lets just say i didnt have any fun :/ but i wanna start going now and learn about god and what not..
so its party time bye bye my darlings