march
winter is a sad time
everyone just seems like they are holding their breath
waitting for spring
people are depressed, and down trodden
and i dont like it
and i want to do something about it
but once again i doubt my true motives
i have fun in school, i really do, but sometimes i take it too far
today sucked for a bit
im glad i have such a good sense of humor, or else i would have been shell shocked all day
but i think my sense of humor limits me as well, because i can always find a joke to fit a situation, but often times jokes arent what fits
i cant find they right words- i have a need to talk a lot, silence and stillness gets to me in some situations
i worry that i dont feel deeply enough, i wonder if thats a problem
MCAS tommorrow, should be fun
i hope i dont make an ass out of myself
ive managed to do that effectively lately
everyone just seems like they are holding their breath
waitting for spring
people are depressed, and down trodden
and i dont like it
and i want to do something about it
but once again i doubt my true motives
i have fun in school, i really do, but sometimes i take it too far
today sucked for a bit
im glad i have such a good sense of humor, or else i would have been shell shocked all day
but i think my sense of humor limits me as well, because i can always find a joke to fit a situation, but often times jokes arent what fits
i cant find they right words- i have a need to talk a lot, silence and stillness gets to me in some situations
i worry that i dont feel deeply enough, i wonder if thats a problem
MCAS tommorrow, should be fun
i hope i dont make an ass out of myself
ive managed to do that effectively lately