ugh
my eyes kinda hurt, i think ive been up too long and need sleep
i really wish we had more cranberry juice
flat ugh, i dont know stuff just isnt working now
i didnt reset my school clock, like im not getting enoguh sleep cuz i still think its the end of the year and i dont need to bother being awake in class, 6 hrs just wont cut it, but there is so mcuh i want to do in a day, i told the rodge facotr to move to mars when he was asking for more hours in the day, yua maybe i will do that, move to mars
i have a feeling i am going to totally waste this weekend, i need to reestablish my goals in general
i mean ya there is school and soccer, but like other stuff
when i do have free time what can i do with it to work toward someething, i consider time with julia or with my posse generally time weel spent, but i cant spend every moment wit them, and i need alone time as well, i guess its a balance, and it seems im losing cuz the people i most want to see this weekend i probably wont
i failed an obligation and it sorta makes me angry that i forgot
im up too late but i guess im waiting for something
i think i should start to write again, but my fear is that everything i write will be labeled bullshit and given up upon, i swear ive got a screen of bullshit hanging over me and it wards off people to real ideas
i am hating english class now
its so stupid
i really hope college is amazing, i think i will have a good time there, not that i dont like highschool, but some of the junk i am dealing with is just annoying me now, but i have a fun time usually, i really love my soccer team, and enjoy talkigna nd playing with them, soccer is good
but other stuff is bad, im still looking to go deeper
and i dont think its gonna happen in englsih
i should start reading stuff again, fun stuff, or just anything
i could fix this all, but i dont know if i want to yet, i think i should just let it run its course
i really wish we had more cranberry juice
flat ugh, i dont know stuff just isnt working now
i didnt reset my school clock, like im not getting enoguh sleep cuz i still think its the end of the year and i dont need to bother being awake in class, 6 hrs just wont cut it, but there is so mcuh i want to do in a day, i told the rodge facotr to move to mars when he was asking for more hours in the day, yua maybe i will do that, move to mars
i have a feeling i am going to totally waste this weekend, i need to reestablish my goals in general
i mean ya there is school and soccer, but like other stuff
when i do have free time what can i do with it to work toward someething, i consider time with julia or with my posse generally time weel spent, but i cant spend every moment wit them, and i need alone time as well, i guess its a balance, and it seems im losing cuz the people i most want to see this weekend i probably wont
i failed an obligation and it sorta makes me angry that i forgot
im up too late but i guess im waiting for something
i think i should start to write again, but my fear is that everything i write will be labeled bullshit and given up upon, i swear ive got a screen of bullshit hanging over me and it wards off people to real ideas
i am hating english class now
its so stupid
i really hope college is amazing, i think i will have a good time there, not that i dont like highschool, but some of the junk i am dealing with is just annoying me now, but i have a fun time usually, i really love my soccer team, and enjoy talkigna nd playing with them, soccer is good
but other stuff is bad, im still looking to go deeper
and i dont think its gonna happen in englsih
i should start reading stuff again, fun stuff, or just anything
i could fix this all, but i dont know if i want to yet, i think i should just let it run its course