hi i thought i'd talk a bit..
Okay I thought I'd write a little bit today because, well I like to write everyday if it is possible.. I'm in my brother's room right now watching 'Brave New Girl' wasn't exactly my choice but my cousin wanted to watch it, so yes we are doing that. I'm on the computer (doubt you would have ever guessed that) as well.. uum yesterday was awesome. At youth group there was basically an altar call type thing.. and it was soo awesome because we wrote letters to God and poured our heart and soul into them, and then we could go up there and pray if we wanted to, and there were candles and everything, it was beautiful. Max being the care-free person he is was the first one to go up. I didn't know he had crud in his life he needed to lay down.. maybe I don't know as much about my best b uddy as I thought.. =( I guess we'll just have to keep hoping to develop our friendship. He's so awesome, you guys you wouldn't believe it. But I truly believe Justin and I are a better match.. Max and I were meant to be there for eachother, to just be friends. At least for now.. I don't get all breath-taken when I'm around Max like I do with Justin. My heart goes a mile a minute when I even think about Justin. I know that I love him, it's soo weird. Especially since I'm only 14. I know some of y'all are going to not understand this.. I'm really young to be liking somebody, and I know it, but.. well when you experience it then you'll know as well. Anyways, back to church (so not sure how I got completely distracted) but yes, after we went up and prayed at the altar, we would go and wash our hands in what was symbolizing Jesus' blood and then we'd go get a candle and sit down on the floor. (Max was handing out the candles) and it was just so awesome. I thought more of the guys would have prayed down there.. but they didn't. Just a couple of them.. Max and Brock, I believe were the only one's. I hope our youth group gets close. I'm going to continue to pray for that.. It's one of the things I want the most.. It's so weird. I just want us to be close.. close friends in Christ who we can depend on 24/7. I'm going to keep praying for that. Well I will talk to you later...=)