Update time!
So...Saturday I went paintballing for the first time. Got my butt kicked. But It was all fun. I've still got the bruises. They're pretty gnarly.
Theres one small one on my collarbone...it's almost gone. One that busted the skin a bit that's healing. The one on my leg's gone. The one on my back is almost gone.
Then there's my shoulder.
Got bunker and the skin got busted wide open.
It's scabbed over and the bruise is fading but it's still gross looking.
I iced them for the swelling and bandaged the one on my shoulder.
But I still managed to look hot, not trying to be cocky lol, and get hurt.
Skinny jeans, bathing suit top, tank top, hair all done and make up. Didn't even smear my eyeliner out there =)
I've got cute little tan lines though. lol
I wanna go again! Join me?!
So on to the more serious stuff.
I'm looking in to jobs right now.
Applying to some places.
Got one of my best friends back.
I love how everyones first question when they heard we were talking again...is:
"You Two Gonna Get Back Together?!"
No. We're not. I said hey We're Friends again. Not hey we might give this another shot.
We're two different kids now. We did some growing up.
We still joke like we used to...but it doesn't lead to fights anymore. We agreed to not fight anymore. We made our past truely the past. You have to give it up in order to move on. And we did.
I finally got to see him after so long.
He looks really good.
And walking outside and looking up to see his smile made me happy again.
Idk there's just something about being around him that has that effect.
We were able to smile and joke and talk. I've missed it. I know I have my girls but there's something different about our friendships.
Unfortunatly...our conversation lasted about 5 minutes before I got yelled at. I felt bad he skateboarded all the way to my house in the rain to only see me for a few minutes. He told me not to. And we're trying to hang out sometime for a much longer time.
I was gonna ask him today...but a problem came up...
My dad was pissed about last night...Made no sense.
I asked if I could go out today and he exploded. I didn't ask to see the boy...just to go out.
He started screaming about how Jes has problems and should be locked up and all this bullshit that was way out of line.
I exploded right back telling him he had no right to say those things. Everyone has problems, and Jes has changed. My dad never took the time to know him and def doesnt know him now he had no right to judge him.
He told me I wasn't too see Jes anymore.
Haha...good luck stopping us. I told Jes and it just ended in giggles.
So it's all good.
I'm a big girl I make my decisions!
=)
So things are mostly good.
<3
Theres one small one on my collarbone...it's almost gone. One that busted the skin a bit that's healing. The one on my leg's gone. The one on my back is almost gone.
Then there's my shoulder.
Got bunker and the skin got busted wide open.
It's scabbed over and the bruise is fading but it's still gross looking.
I iced them for the swelling and bandaged the one on my shoulder.
But I still managed to look hot, not trying to be cocky lol, and get hurt.
Skinny jeans, bathing suit top, tank top, hair all done and make up. Didn't even smear my eyeliner out there =)
I've got cute little tan lines though. lol
I wanna go again! Join me?!
So on to the more serious stuff.
I'm looking in to jobs right now.
Applying to some places.
Got one of my best friends back.
I love how everyones first question when they heard we were talking again...is:
"You Two Gonna Get Back Together?!"
No. We're not. I said hey We're Friends again. Not hey we might give this another shot.
We're two different kids now. We did some growing up.
We still joke like we used to...but it doesn't lead to fights anymore. We agreed to not fight anymore. We made our past truely the past. You have to give it up in order to move on. And we did.
I finally got to see him after so long.
He looks really good.
And walking outside and looking up to see his smile made me happy again.
Idk there's just something about being around him that has that effect.
We were able to smile and joke and talk. I've missed it. I know I have my girls but there's something different about our friendships.
Unfortunatly...our conversation lasted about 5 minutes before I got yelled at. I felt bad he skateboarded all the way to my house in the rain to only see me for a few minutes. He told me not to. And we're trying to hang out sometime for a much longer time.
I was gonna ask him today...but a problem came up...
My dad was pissed about last night...Made no sense.
I asked if I could go out today and he exploded. I didn't ask to see the boy...just to go out.
He started screaming about how Jes has problems and should be locked up and all this bullshit that was way out of line.
I exploded right back telling him he had no right to say those things. Everyone has problems, and Jes has changed. My dad never took the time to know him and def doesnt know him now he had no right to judge him.
He told me I wasn't too see Jes anymore.
Haha...good luck stopping us. I told Jes and it just ended in giggles.
So it's all good.
I'm a big girl I make my decisions!
=)
So things are mostly good.
<3