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Ok.....so I've been dealing with the whole parents getting divorced thing pretty well...only because I have something to look forward to and keep my mind off my parents. However....the past 24 hours- has shot it all to hell. Yesterday...I tried getting a hold of my mom for like 5 1/2 hours.....couldn't get a hold of her. Usually it wouldn't bother me too much but I had something important I had to ask. So I finally got a hold of her this afternoon and she told me she signed the lease for the apartment. SOO NOT happy that she is moving down the street from me. I mean....yeah it'll be good at times.....but I don't know if I can deal with it. So I asked her where she was yesterday? And she's like at a friend's house watching the football game. I was like....what game? Cuz....the steeler game ended at 4pm....and THAT'S when I tried calling you. So she says....oh well I stayed there and chatted awhile. Ok....2nd....my mom....not to be mean...HAS no friends. ESPECIALLY not that she watches football with. It's already hard for me to trust her.......and that just makes it a lot harder because I really think she is still lying to me. My dad has been in North Carolina with my sister all weekend so he hasn't even been home. Soo then she called me a little bit ago to see how my day was.....and she had asked me if I left her a voicemail and I said no. So I start tellin her something....and she goes...I gotta call you back, I HAVE to know who this voicemail is from. Yeah so she checked that....called me back like an hour later. I swear.....just things she does makes it seem like someone else is more important. Then....she PROMISED to go to the Christmas party for work this friday. For the past like 5 years I have wanted to go......because of my mom and dad. So she told me she was going, blah blah blah.....and today tells me- Well I'm not going...I HAVE to move out. YOU HAVE ALLLLLLL FUCKING WEEKEND TO MOVE OUT...YOU CAN'T GO TO ONE FUCKING PARTY? God...it just pisses me off. Don't fucking lie to me...I'm sick of it. Then.....my dad is driving home from NC alllll by himself and he is already upset about this whole thing....she tells him she is moving out this weekend....ON THE PHONE. God sometimes I just wanna hit her. I swear to god....if she is lying to me....shit's reallllllllllllllllllllly gonna hit the fan I swear. Oh...and then....of course when she said that she wasn't going to the Christmas party...my voice changed because I was a little upset...and she goes...don't be upset. QUIT TELLING ME THAT. Of course I'm upset she's moving out, that she's lying to us...that she cheated on my dad.....that she yells at me for doing stuff and compares it to her. GOD....JUST SHUT UP. I'm sorry....but I am venting. This whole thing has me realllly pissed. All I have to say....is thank GOD for new years.
So.....I couldn't sleep last night because I was soooooooooooooooooooooooo pissed at my mom.....I got 20 min. of sleep......and then to top things off....I locked myself out of my apartment this morning at 6am. Had to go next door(DON'T knowt he people) and I had to use their phone and sit there for an hour and a half until maintanence showed up to let me into my apt. Thank god the guy was nice and dind't charge me the $25 fee like you're supposed to. So I was late to work.....not that John cared.....I called him freakin out cuz I was soo pissed. Ended up talkin to him the whole ride to work. Missed the Monday meeting. Thank god the rest of the day went alright.
Oh....and over the weekend....I was in Sewickly( a town) and for those of you that know who Wentworth Miller is(SOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOTT....he is the star in the tv show Prison Break)-- anyways...he is from right down by me and I was there getting bagels the other day.....and HE WAS THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I got to meet him....he LOVES the bagels there...and he got the same kind as me! He is realllllllllllllllly nice....and SOOOO HOTT in real life. Especially cuz he doens't have all the tattoos and he isn't in a prison uniform!!! hehehe. So that totally like made up my entire year right there. He will be home after Prison Break is done filming the new season...so probablly around May...he is home for Christmas right now for 2 weeks until he has to go film the new episodes. AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH he is soo hott. lol.
So.....I couldn't sleep last night because I was soooooooooooooooooooooooo pissed at my mom.....I got 20 min. of sleep......and then to top things off....I locked myself out of my apartment this morning at 6am. Had to go next door(DON'T knowt he people) and I had to use their phone and sit there for an hour and a half until maintanence showed up to let me into my apt. Thank god the guy was nice and dind't charge me the $25 fee like you're supposed to. So I was late to work.....not that John cared.....I called him freakin out cuz I was soo pissed. Ended up talkin to him the whole ride to work. Missed the Monday meeting. Thank god the rest of the day went alright.
Oh....and over the weekend....I was in Sewickly( a town) and for those of you that know who Wentworth Miller is(SOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOTT....he is the star in the tv show Prison Break)-- anyways...he is from right down by me and I was there getting bagels the other day.....and HE WAS THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I got to meet him....he LOVES the bagels there...and he got the same kind as me! He is realllllllllllllllly nice....and SOOOO HOTT in real life. Especially cuz he doens't have all the tattoos and he isn't in a prison uniform!!! hehehe. So that totally like made up my entire year right there. He will be home after Prison Break is done filming the new season...so probablly around May...he is home for Christmas right now for 2 weeks until he has to go film the new episodes. AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH he is soo hott. lol.