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Right now- this is exactly how I feel. I love this song by Bethany Joy Lenz. I also love playin it on the piano..so pretty!!
It's October again
Leaves are coming down
One more year come and gone
And nothing changed at all
Wasn't I suppose to be so strong
And face the things that I was running from
Let me feel, I don't care if I break down
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground
and if I cry a little.
die a little at least I know I feel
just a little
I become much to good
at being invincible
I'm an expert and play it safe
and keept it cool
but I swear this isn't
who I'm meant to be
I refuse to let my life rule over me.
let me feel, I don't care if I break down
let me fall, even if I hit the ground
and if I cry a little.
die a little at least I know I lived
just a little
I wanna be somebody
I wanna be somebody
I wanna be someone
I-I wanna be somebody
who can face the things
that I've been running from
let me feel, I don't care if I break down
let me fall, even if I hit the ground
and if I cry a little.
die a little at least I know I lived
just a little
it's october again
leaves are coming down
one more years come and gone
and nothing changed at all
~Anyways~
Time for an update...but I'm tired and sick...so its most likely just gonna be ramblings.
I'm LOVING being full time...cuz I still don't do much. hahaha. Plus...winter shouldn't be toooo bad because management and supervison want me inside FULL time soon. hahahha. They really like me!!! Friday at the monthly meeting Melissa and I have to sing a duet...and we're gonna do Tom Jones- It's Not Unusual and do the carlton dance from The Fresh Prince. hahaha. We practiced all day today. Anyways....I am sad about one thing....more like pissed than anything. For the past year...I have been in charge of my group on Thursday who I LOVE...and I'm in charge of all the picture taking and everything. Welll John said he would keep me on my crew. Sooo Danno...heard that and went to higher authority and got it so now I am scanning and he took over my job. John KNOWS I'm not happy at all and he's tryin to get me put back. Plus my crew isn't gonna accept Danno cuz they want me back. Danno is like...you'll see Dustin more often. WooHOO. It makes me mad he went behind everyone's back. The only reason he even wants my job is because he thinks I sit on my ass all day Thursdays(which so does he). But I actually do most of the work...paper work, organizing, picture taking, running around, dealing with dealers, looking for cars, etc. So wahtever....he can freeze his ass off in the snow while I sit in the office with John in the heat. hahhaha. I think he's just mad becuase the other night my parents took me out for dinner and John got invited....then my mom brought John food today. hahahaha. Plus he's pissed he can't go to the Christmas party. booHOOO. He didn't want full time....his fault.
Then these 2 guys from Tower Auto's I'm friends with....the one guy was like...omg i remember you from CP. You and some dude were always having water battles....hahahaha. Yep....that was the WC crew. ahhaha. Anyways.....I was gonna post more....but I got real sick at work today, my face turned red, I threw up, I got an instant fever, I couldn't walk....sooooooo I think I'm goin to bed. I sat in John's seat at his desk for about 45 min. resting......and then I found Dustin.....and hopped in the one van from Richland and I slept until 5pm when Dustin woke me up and told me it was 5pm. hahaha. Gotta lvoe my job.
It's October again
Leaves are coming down
One more year come and gone
And nothing changed at all
Wasn't I suppose to be so strong
And face the things that I was running from
Let me feel, I don't care if I break down
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground
and if I cry a little.
die a little at least I know I feel
just a little
I become much to good
at being invincible
I'm an expert and play it safe
and keept it cool
but I swear this isn't
who I'm meant to be
I refuse to let my life rule over me.
let me feel, I don't care if I break down
let me fall, even if I hit the ground
and if I cry a little.
die a little at least I know I lived
just a little
I wanna be somebody
I wanna be somebody
I wanna be someone
I-I wanna be somebody
who can face the things
that I've been running from
let me feel, I don't care if I break down
let me fall, even if I hit the ground
and if I cry a little.
die a little at least I know I lived
just a little
it's october again
leaves are coming down
one more years come and gone
and nothing changed at all
~Anyways~
Time for an update...but I'm tired and sick...so its most likely just gonna be ramblings.
I'm LOVING being full time...cuz I still don't do much. hahaha. Plus...winter shouldn't be toooo bad because management and supervison want me inside FULL time soon. hahahha. They really like me!!! Friday at the monthly meeting Melissa and I have to sing a duet...and we're gonna do Tom Jones- It's Not Unusual and do the carlton dance from The Fresh Prince. hahaha. We practiced all day today. Anyways....I am sad about one thing....more like pissed than anything. For the past year...I have been in charge of my group on Thursday who I LOVE...and I'm in charge of all the picture taking and everything. Welll John said he would keep me on my crew. Sooo Danno...heard that and went to higher authority and got it so now I am scanning and he took over my job. John KNOWS I'm not happy at all and he's tryin to get me put back. Plus my crew isn't gonna accept Danno cuz they want me back. Danno is like...you'll see Dustin more often. WooHOO. It makes me mad he went behind everyone's back. The only reason he even wants my job is because he thinks I sit on my ass all day Thursdays(which so does he). But I actually do most of the work...paper work, organizing, picture taking, running around, dealing with dealers, looking for cars, etc. So wahtever....he can freeze his ass off in the snow while I sit in the office with John in the heat. hahhaha. I think he's just mad becuase the other night my parents took me out for dinner and John got invited....then my mom brought John food today. hahahaha. Plus he's pissed he can't go to the Christmas party. booHOOO. He didn't want full time....his fault.
Then these 2 guys from Tower Auto's I'm friends with....the one guy was like...omg i remember you from CP. You and some dude were always having water battles....hahahaha. Yep....that was the WC crew. ahhaha. Anyways.....I was gonna post more....but I got real sick at work today, my face turned red, I threw up, I got an instant fever, I couldn't walk....sooooooo I think I'm goin to bed. I sat in John's seat at his desk for about 45 min. resting......and then I found Dustin.....and hopped in the one van from Richland and I slept until 5pm when Dustin woke me up and told me it was 5pm. hahaha. Gotta lvoe my job.