One of those days.....
First off I'd like to say Joy- yes we have had "one of those days" many times..especially in 2001. I can't wait for you to be here, then at least we can have our "one of those days" together, go to sheetz, grab coffee, or sit in Panera bread on the huge chairs and just talk, or go do stupid stuff, see stupid people, and get our all you can eat buffet at Pizza Joe's every tuesday. At least this time when you stay in my room its not wall to wall Nsync posters! hahahahahah. Ahhhhh the good old days. Love ya hun. Oh..and as far as I know- Chad isn't having a kid. I swear I'm gonna slug him. Or kick him again as long as I don't cut my toe again. ahhahaha. Here's a few memories I was thinking of tonight...it put me in a better mood.
1.) JAC- camp...remember me taking fitness and exercise JUST to look at Brian's butt?! haha
2.) ALMOST putting Jess on the roof JUST to get on Kang. court....lmao
3.) Charlie, Sean, Brian #1, Ryan, Shawn, Chad and Shawn- all our boys..crazy times...
4.) Nsync concerts
5.) Me, you, chad and shawn at youth group...
6.) Waiting for Chad for 5 hours to come home, crying, TRYING to light the grill(damn grill...sooo wasn't our fault), yellin at chad, stayin there til like..midnight/1am and totally lying to our parents!!!
7.) All of our crazy dances that we learned
8.) Me & Chad you and Shawn(hahahaha..)
9.) THE IX CENTER(I soooo did not kiss him! hahah)
10.) You have a big head...robbie alamar the III...chad singing "bobby on the bus goes where's my hair", the baseball games, and just all the fun things we did.
I love you sooooooooo much hun. Thanks for always being there for me when I needed you.
Ok so as you can tell- today was "one of those days". The weather sucked, work sucked, I felt like shit, blah blah blah. I keep getting god awful migrane headaches and its horrible. I gotta go to the doctor I think. I have been to doctor ONCE for actually being sick. I'm never THAT sick and I never go to the doctor. So I went to work at 7:30am, stood out in the pouring down rain, talked to Bo and Jason and drank hot chocolate. Almost got in a huge freaking car accident at work, the sale ended at 10:45am, and I went home sick at 11am because my head hurt so bad that I couldn't focus on driving. Now I can barely breathe in my house cuz my mom is chopping up onions and me and my dad have tears coming out our eyes and all that shit. Then this is our plan for tomorrow- eat at noon, sleep, go to my g-ma's with my WHOLE family(the ONLY reason we're going is b/c I WANT to see my freakin family who I NEVER EVER get to see) eat again, come home, sleep, eat, sleep. LOL. My life sounds like Garfields. haha.
Besides the fact that Joy is coming up to stay with me soon....the other thing that keeps me going.....is not this weekend but next.....Jeremy is coming up. That makes me soooooooo happy. I reallllly need him right now. At least I haven't pissed him off. I pissed off a ton of people and sure..they say- yeah im not mad at you anymore, yeah we're fine, blah blah blah but ya know...its all bullshit. It always is. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. I seriously need to just isolate myself sometimes and not talk to people. Ohhhhh well now that I've vented some.....I'm off to Ellwood City for a huge thanksgiving party at Bo's!! I think I might spend the night there also. Fun Fun.
*~*Happy Thanksgiving Everyone*~* Hope everyone has a great day. After thanksgiving I'm erasing my whole journal and starting over.
1.) JAC- camp...remember me taking fitness and exercise JUST to look at Brian's butt?! haha
2.) ALMOST putting Jess on the roof JUST to get on Kang. court....lmao
3.) Charlie, Sean, Brian #1, Ryan, Shawn, Chad and Shawn- all our boys..crazy times...
4.) Nsync concerts
5.) Me, you, chad and shawn at youth group...
6.) Waiting for Chad for 5 hours to come home, crying, TRYING to light the grill(damn grill...sooo wasn't our fault), yellin at chad, stayin there til like..midnight/1am and totally lying to our parents!!!
7.) All of our crazy dances that we learned
8.) Me & Chad you and Shawn(hahahaha..)
9.) THE IX CENTER(I soooo did not kiss him! hahah)
10.) You have a big head...robbie alamar the III...chad singing "bobby on the bus goes where's my hair", the baseball games, and just all the fun things we did.
I love you sooooooooo much hun. Thanks for always being there for me when I needed you.
Ok so as you can tell- today was "one of those days". The weather sucked, work sucked, I felt like shit, blah blah blah. I keep getting god awful migrane headaches and its horrible. I gotta go to the doctor I think. I have been to doctor ONCE for actually being sick. I'm never THAT sick and I never go to the doctor. So I went to work at 7:30am, stood out in the pouring down rain, talked to Bo and Jason and drank hot chocolate. Almost got in a huge freaking car accident at work, the sale ended at 10:45am, and I went home sick at 11am because my head hurt so bad that I couldn't focus on driving. Now I can barely breathe in my house cuz my mom is chopping up onions and me and my dad have tears coming out our eyes and all that shit. Then this is our plan for tomorrow- eat at noon, sleep, go to my g-ma's with my WHOLE family(the ONLY reason we're going is b/c I WANT to see my freakin family who I NEVER EVER get to see) eat again, come home, sleep, eat, sleep. LOL. My life sounds like Garfields. haha.
Besides the fact that Joy is coming up to stay with me soon....the other thing that keeps me going.....is not this weekend but next.....Jeremy is coming up. That makes me soooooooo happy. I reallllly need him right now. At least I haven't pissed him off. I pissed off a ton of people and sure..they say- yeah im not mad at you anymore, yeah we're fine, blah blah blah but ya know...its all bullshit. It always is. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. I seriously need to just isolate myself sometimes and not talk to people. Ohhhhh well now that I've vented some.....I'm off to Ellwood City for a huge thanksgiving party at Bo's!! I think I might spend the night there also. Fun Fun.
*~*Happy Thanksgiving Everyone*~* Hope everyone has a great day. After thanksgiving I'm erasing my whole journal and starting over.