Nov 20, 2004 21:37
Well....today made my whole month go sooooo much better!!!! I got to see my uncle from australia!!!!!!! He saw me and started crying and just hugged me! I hung out with him all day and it was soo much fun. He said that I was his favorite niece. Then I was telling him about the boys I've been with since he last saw me and he said none were good enough for me. hahaha. Then I told him about Bo and how he follows me around all day at work and he said that if he worked with me he'd follow me around all day too. I love how he makes me laugh. My grandma is doing better but she's still going downhill and its really difficult to see her the way she is. I realized today how old everyone is in my family but hey thats what you'll have. My dad will be 59 in 6 days, my mom is 50 today, my uncle is 50 today, my other uncle is 64, and i don't know about the rest and then i'm gonna be 20 in 4 months and a day. Ohhhhh well.
So last night I was totally depressed for some reason and then this morning at 8:30am I get a phone call from Shawn. I miss him sooo much. I hate him being in Flordia. He was up watching cartoons and decided to call me which I was glad because I was gonna call him today anyways. I love that kid. I'll never forget how stupid he was though.......he made me look extreamely smart at times..I know..hard to believe! hahaha.
Lets see...what else. Oh yeah....it's all planned...for my 21st birthday I'm spending the WHOLE month in Australia w/ my uncle! yay!!!!! And my cousin Matt actually has MET Ian Thorpe and said I could most likely meet him when I come down. My uncle also said most girls who come to Australia to "visit" don't come back to the US. So I was thinking....since I hate it so much here, I hate boys, I hate life, I hate work, I just am hating everything right now.....I'll just move there. I've always wanted to live there. Not saying it'll work out but maybe for like a year I could just live somewhere else and just GET AWAY from here. If people actually knew how much I am depressed being here....maybe they would see something that no one else sees. Yeah anyways....there's only one problem..I HATE snakes so that would be the worst part about going there. They say though...if you see a snake..its poisionous so RUN...which I would do anyways. I reallly hate snakes. They scare me. hahahaha. Not really I just don't like them. So right now....thats the plan for my life. Move far far far away from everyone and everything here. Well not everyone...but the majority of people.
And...I bought the new Avril Lavigne cd yesterday...omg such a good cd. At least if you've had a really bad relationship in the past. Great cd for girls to listen to..don't think the guys would enjoy it too much. hahaha.
And a bit of advice for the holidays- do NOT go around stealing people's xmas lights and throw them on the road just to hear them go *BOOM* because the cops WILL take you to jail for that...TRUST ME. lol.