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Ok so yeah I felt like updating. I need to vent...and the punching bag just didn't help tonight. Ok so I came home with like 10 friends right? Yeah now I'm done to about 4 and 2 of them just wanna date me so that bites. Apparently I'm "different" and everyone thinks its for the worse so they don't like me anymore which I really don't give a shit anymore because its not their life, its not their decisions, so why should I care? I care what I do with MY life, but not what other people think of my life. It should all change though because either way I'm moving out. I'm either gonna move to Toledo with some friends or I'm gonna get an apartment with Amanda and I'm not moving back. I can't stand it here anymore. My mom is constantly asking me whats wrong, why am i in a bad mood, whats goin on in my life, blah blah blah, and how i should have a boyfriend because I'm almost 20. Maybe I don't want one, maybe guys around here SUCK, maybe I'll get one when I'm ready. I feel like I have no control in my life over anything anymore because of my parents. Grrrr. I don't really like my job, maybe because I'm outside and I prety much get forced into anything because of my dad. And starting next week my mom will be at the auction too so BOTH my parents will be there and thats just gonna suck. I know my mom's gonna embarrass me especially because I TALK to this one guy. He's the ONLY one my age so yeah of course I'm gonna talk to him. Also..being back home just reminds me of all the things of the past that make me depressed and stressed out. And when I left- all 3 of my best friends were here..now only one is here and its not even like he's here. He's too busy with his new girlfriend and his being a dad soon to even know that I exist so its like he's gone. AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I just wanna get the hell out of here. It's driving me insane. Oh well...my uncle from australia comes up this weekend! Woooohooo!!!! SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO excited!