you're wrapped around me Your memory's bound me like a chain
well god damn it here we go again,
why i do this i have no idea.
she was a huge part of my life
she was my best friend in the world
she meant everything to me.
one day shit went wrong
things were said that shouldn't have been said
feelings were hurt.
2 hearts were broken
1 healed and moved on
the other wont break and dosent want to
ive made so many changes to try and help that
but i cant get her out of
my head.
even when i sleep
sometimes i have dreams
where we are together again
and just enjoying each others
company like we used to.
it was hard to work at garber because
we both worked there
so there was always something there.
going to my grandmas house
even sitting in my own house now
theres so much here.
i got my new phone
but i was very hesitent on giving up my old phone
cause there were still pics of us on it.
even the thing i enjoy the most still hurts me
i cant even hunt with out having my mind drift
and thats deer hunting.
duck hunting isnt easier cause she went with me
once.
and everytime i put my jacket on in the morning
and get ready for the hunt
there she is cause she bought me the coat.
the pain is still there
i dont know why its so hard to move on.
i know we were young
and we shoudnt have known what love
is but i think i really do
i know i really do.
cause once your in love you cant fall out of it
and i do still love her
and always will
but all i can do
is hope she is happy
and never forgets me.
if im driving by myself and a song comes on
i look over at the empty seat
and its like a damn music video
where the girl shows up for a breif moment
and then disappears.
i know ill always have the memories
but after awhile you cant go off of them
anymore.
i'll always have Yesterday's Rain to listen to
but now it more or less haunts me
then anything.
i try and be so strong but yet i am
so weak inside
its hard to truly show how happy i am anymore.
half the time its a fake smile.
i know everyone just says you gotta move on
i dont mean to be mean but you have to go and
find someone else.
ive tried and i cant i dont want to
i always go back into my box
of notes
or read past comments
she wrote me and everything she said
that didnt hold true
breaks me down and rips me apart.
i know its just things people say
but i belived it i belived we could really do it
as far as being together still.
i like being her friend but its hard
for me to be just her friend.
i still have her in my life by
her still being a friend
but its not the same.
especially since i no longer play such a huge roll
in her life anymore.
to the point that i feel i dont even exist to her
unless she physically sees me some where.
that hurts me more than anything.
when she ignores me or gives off the vibe
that what we had was nothing.
i am sorry for this i know everyone is getting tired of me doing this
i know its been well over a year but this keeps happening to me
i gotta vent it somehow.
but its just me and the way i am
heres a song i relate to a lot with this whole thing
For You
by
James Otto
You could call me anytime and I’d come running
I’d go to hell and back to rescue you
I’d give up my soul and everything I own
If that’s what you want, I’d do that for you
Chorus:
Oh but now you’re asking too much
You want me to find somebody new
Oh I never thought I’d say this
But girl, congratulations
You found the one thing I can’t do for you
Ask me for forgiveness, girl you’ve got it
If you don’t love me what else can I do
If this really is the end you won’t see my face again
If that’s what you want, I’d do that for you
Chorus
You’ll have to think of something else
’Cause there’s no way to turn it off
I’m sorry girl, I can’t fall out of love
Oh I never thought I’d say this
But girl, congratulations
You found the one thing I can’t do for you
You found the one thing I can’t do for you
why i do this i have no idea.
she was a huge part of my life
she was my best friend in the world
she meant everything to me.
one day shit went wrong
things were said that shouldn't have been said
feelings were hurt.
2 hearts were broken
1 healed and moved on
the other wont break and dosent want to
ive made so many changes to try and help that
but i cant get her out of
my head.
even when i sleep
sometimes i have dreams
where we are together again
and just enjoying each others
company like we used to.
it was hard to work at garber because
we both worked there
so there was always something there.
going to my grandmas house
even sitting in my own house now
theres so much here.
i got my new phone
but i was very hesitent on giving up my old phone
cause there were still pics of us on it.
even the thing i enjoy the most still hurts me
i cant even hunt with out having my mind drift
and thats deer hunting.
duck hunting isnt easier cause she went with me
once.
and everytime i put my jacket on in the morning
and get ready for the hunt
there she is cause she bought me the coat.
the pain is still there
i dont know why its so hard to move on.
i know we were young
and we shoudnt have known what love
is but i think i really do
i know i really do.
cause once your in love you cant fall out of it
and i do still love her
and always will
but all i can do
is hope she is happy
and never forgets me.
if im driving by myself and a song comes on
i look over at the empty seat
and its like a damn music video
where the girl shows up for a breif moment
and then disappears.
i know ill always have the memories
but after awhile you cant go off of them
anymore.
i'll always have Yesterday's Rain to listen to
but now it more or less haunts me
then anything.
i try and be so strong but yet i am
so weak inside
its hard to truly show how happy i am anymore.
half the time its a fake smile.
i know everyone just says you gotta move on
i dont mean to be mean but you have to go and
find someone else.
ive tried and i cant i dont want to
i always go back into my box
of notes
or read past comments
she wrote me and everything she said
that didnt hold true
breaks me down and rips me apart.
i know its just things people say
but i belived it i belived we could really do it
as far as being together still.
i like being her friend but its hard
for me to be just her friend.
i still have her in my life by
her still being a friend
but its not the same.
especially since i no longer play such a huge roll
in her life anymore.
to the point that i feel i dont even exist to her
unless she physically sees me some where.
that hurts me more than anything.
when she ignores me or gives off the vibe
that what we had was nothing.
i am sorry for this i know everyone is getting tired of me doing this
i know its been well over a year but this keeps happening to me
i gotta vent it somehow.
but its just me and the way i am
heres a song i relate to a lot with this whole thing
For You
by
James Otto
You could call me anytime and I’d come running
I’d go to hell and back to rescue you
I’d give up my soul and everything I own
If that’s what you want, I’d do that for you
Chorus:
Oh but now you’re asking too much
You want me to find somebody new
Oh I never thought I’d say this
But girl, congratulations
You found the one thing I can’t do for you
Ask me for forgiveness, girl you’ve got it
If you don’t love me what else can I do
If this really is the end you won’t see my face again
If that’s what you want, I’d do that for you
Chorus
You’ll have to think of something else
’Cause there’s no way to turn it off
I’m sorry girl, I can’t fall out of love
Oh I never thought I’d say this
But girl, congratulations
You found the one thing I can’t do for you
You found the one thing I can’t do for you