Walk away as if I don't care, Learn to shoulder my mistakes

[tough_all_over]

life sucks big time
i don't understand how i can apply for so
many jobs and not even get a call back
and korey applies at some of the same places
and gets interviews set up almost
right away. ive been bustin my
balls trying to get a job and
ive got nothin to show for it.
and then theres collage but i
totally shot that down.
i came to the realizeation that
its really not for me. i would rather work full time
i think its more fun. i enjoy working
but some people dont see that i guess.

i need a confidence booster
or something to take my mind off of things
duck season is coming up and i cant wait for that but once again i need money to do that.
really th only thing i look foward to is going to traverse city this weekend and relaxing with
my family.

hopefully something good will happen soon
but i can only hope