ive seen fire and ive seen rain ive seen sunny days i thought would never end
well today was the ast day i seen my grandma. she looked great. the funeral was good but full of tears as they usually are. there was alot of crying huging and crying some more. being a paulbear with all my other cousins was cool they took the oldest boy grandchild of every family. being a paulbear takes a funeral to the next level really.
i cried when they closed the casket but i really broke down after we carried her out of the church and then into the hurse. before they closed the hurse door me and my fellow paulbears all said our good byes to her. it was a really nice momnet. these last few day were really hard and tomarrow will be worse cause i wont be there to see her buried because heritage is gay. but last night and today all ive wanted to do is be by my dad but it seems like he dosent want to be by me. like after they shut the hursee door the driver said we could go to our familys and i went by my dad but he went to my cousin and aunt and didnt hug me til later im not complaing but i guess i dont really hate him as much as i thought i did.
life aint always beautiful
keith
R.I.P GRANDMA KASPER aka GRANDMA BUK BUK
i cried when they closed the casket but i really broke down after we carried her out of the church and then into the hurse. before they closed the hurse door me and my fellow paulbears all said our good byes to her. it was a really nice momnet. these last few day were really hard and tomarrow will be worse cause i wont be there to see her buried because heritage is gay. but last night and today all ive wanted to do is be by my dad but it seems like he dosent want to be by me. like after they shut the hursee door the driver said we could go to our familys and i went by my dad but he went to my cousin and aunt and didnt hug me til later im not complaing but i guess i dont really hate him as much as i thought i did.
life aint always beautiful
keith
R.I.P GRANDMA KASPER aka GRANDMA BUK BUK