When life is a river and your heart is a boat.
When all is said and done.
I actually felt this for quite some time already - as if every possible relationship/character development/character traits in SanaYuki are already explored.
I haven't read barely any fanfiction at all, lately. I used to read every SanaYuki fanfiction I could get into my grabby hands.
I haven't produced barely any SanaYuki fanarts, lately, too. I just haven't felt the urge to as I used to. I didn't get the inpiration/ideas for them like I used to.
I still love them to pieces.
But the same like I feel that I've become detangled from PoT canon you can probably guess why, the same my interest in fandom PoT decreased.
There was a subtle, but brief stirr for D1 lately you know who to blame and I love the current Rikkai love all spread everywhere (40.5., Musicals, fandom), but in general I feel like I'm subtily just slipping away.
I hate that.
SanaYuki - I know they're not real and they are just drawn and so on and so on - nevertheless has been an important part of my life for the last 2 1/2 years. It actually feels like a lot longer...
I know they will always be there in some corner of my mind, because I can never really let go what I once loved, but I don't want my PoT phase to barely fade out.
I will give it my all. To the last. Until the Nationals, until this series is over.
First point will be MY ULTIMATE DOOM LIST OF FIC which I gathered in the last years and beyond. Because, back when I started I sniffed out every SanaYuki fic I there could have possibly been written before I got into fandom. Long promised, I finally want it to be finished before New Year.
And I will review my own fanworks, which consist of mainly fanart.
And I might - probably, finally, zettai - produce something myself again.
Just because.
I actually felt this for quite some time already - as if every possible relationship/character development/character traits in SanaYuki are already explored.
I haven't read barely any fanfiction at all, lately. I used to read every SanaYuki fanfiction I could get into my grabby hands.
I haven't produced barely any SanaYuki fanarts, lately, too. I just haven't felt the urge to as I used to. I didn't get the inpiration/ideas for them like I used to.
I still love them to pieces.
But the same like I feel that I've become detangled from PoT canon you can probably guess why, the same my interest in fandom PoT decreased.
There was a subtle, but brief stirr for D1 lately you know who to blame and I love the current Rikkai love all spread everywhere (40.5., Musicals, fandom), but in general I feel like I'm subtily just slipping away.
I hate that.
SanaYuki - I know they're not real and they are just drawn and so on and so on - nevertheless has been an important part of my life for the last 2 1/2 years. It actually feels like a lot longer...
I know they will always be there in some corner of my mind, because I can never really let go what I once loved, but I don't want my PoT phase to barely fade out.
I will give it my all. To the last. Until the Nationals, until this series is over.
First point will be MY ULTIMATE DOOM LIST OF FIC which I gathered in the last years and beyond. Because, back when I started I sniffed out every SanaYuki fic I there could have possibly been written before I got into fandom. Long promised, I finally want it to be finished before New Year.
And I will review my own fanworks, which consist of mainly fanart.
And I might - probably, finally, zettai - produce something myself again.
Just because.