And I said darlin', I feel wonderful tonight.......
Things are getting wayy better as of late.
He has finally realized what I have been trying to make him understand since day one. And it took losing something he worked very hard for in order to recieve the lesson. Oh well, at least he didn't have to hit rock bottom, I was starting to get worried.
Lately I have been finding solace in being alone or with him. I probably look like one of those girls that is obsessed with their boyfriends and want nothing to do with anyone unless it involves him too. I promise it is nothing like that but we are as close as you can get without going overboard. I know it's going to work out, and just knowing that at the end of the day I can slip into my PJs and watch That 70's Show without worring what my plans are for the next afternoon, does make your life seem a lot less stressful. It doesn't matter anymore. It's not about the parties, or the social scene, school involvement, or even friends. If you aren't comfortable with just yourself then there's no point to any of it. When some people think of being alone they think of being lonely. I think of it as another chance to think about what I'm doing for me, and if I'm overloading too much on worrying about others. I love being with him. And I like being alone.
I have realized that there are only two places that I am really comfortable staying the night, and I smile when I think about it.
You people will never have any idea, unless you get as lucky as I have, and look for comfort in the places least suspected. I will be the first to tell you that it has been more rewarding than anything that I have experienced in my life.
It's all about learning to love from a different angle.
All things deserve a different prespective.
He has finally realized what I have been trying to make him understand since day one. And it took losing something he worked very hard for in order to recieve the lesson. Oh well, at least he didn't have to hit rock bottom, I was starting to get worried.
Lately I have been finding solace in being alone or with him. I probably look like one of those girls that is obsessed with their boyfriends and want nothing to do with anyone unless it involves him too. I promise it is nothing like that but we are as close as you can get without going overboard. I know it's going to work out, and just knowing that at the end of the day I can slip into my PJs and watch That 70's Show without worring what my plans are for the next afternoon, does make your life seem a lot less stressful. It doesn't matter anymore. It's not about the parties, or the social scene, school involvement, or even friends. If you aren't comfortable with just yourself then there's no point to any of it. When some people think of being alone they think of being lonely. I think of it as another chance to think about what I'm doing for me, and if I'm overloading too much on worrying about others. I love being with him. And I like being alone.
I have realized that there are only two places that I am really comfortable staying the night, and I smile when I think about it.
You people will never have any idea, unless you get as lucky as I have, and look for comfort in the places least suspected. I will be the first to tell you that it has been more rewarding than anything that I have experienced in my life.
It's all about learning to love from a different angle.
All things deserve a different prespective.