I set out running but I'll take my time.......
its the fifth day of school and I wake up with a fever. oh well, the rest was GREATLY needed.
we've bounced back so everything is okay. yesterday marked another month. i love him and i know that he's going to change, so if you think i'm stupid for sticking around, keep it to yourself, i've heard enough and i'll make that decision when i damn well think its necessary.
people are still comming up with fresh rumors.(or at least i heard one the other day that is completely new to me) if you're jealous that i've been able to get through to him better than you have, well tough luck, you were too selfish. and i would appreciate it if the things you had to say, were said to my face and not to someone else. thanks.(and yes, this is to someone in particular)
for all the people that have stuck through it with me and have given me advice regardless of wether i would act upon it or not, it really has meant a lot. even if i choose to do what I think is best, it's good to have someone elses input.(especially danielle)
its very rare that i say that i am at complete peace with myself and everyone else, no matter how much thay have been getting on my nerves lately. today was definately a day for me to learn to chill.
as for those of you that continue to put me down, fuck you. if you had made such an impact with your words, then i wouldnt still be holding on. hopefully you will find some way to come at peace with yourselves, and when you do i won't be the one to turn you away. im better than that, and if people are willing to change to better themselves, then you will always be able to confide in me.
peace and love
we've bounced back so everything is okay. yesterday marked another month. i love him and i know that he's going to change, so if you think i'm stupid for sticking around, keep it to yourself, i've heard enough and i'll make that decision when i damn well think its necessary.
people are still comming up with fresh rumors.(or at least i heard one the other day that is completely new to me) if you're jealous that i've been able to get through to him better than you have, well tough luck, you were too selfish. and i would appreciate it if the things you had to say, were said to my face and not to someone else. thanks.(and yes, this is to someone in particular)
for all the people that have stuck through it with me and have given me advice regardless of wether i would act upon it or not, it really has meant a lot. even if i choose to do what I think is best, it's good to have someone elses input.(especially danielle)
its very rare that i say that i am at complete peace with myself and everyone else, no matter how much thay have been getting on my nerves lately. today was definately a day for me to learn to chill.
as for those of you that continue to put me down, fuck you. if you had made such an impact with your words, then i wouldnt still be holding on. hopefully you will find some way to come at peace with yourselves, and when you do i won't be the one to turn you away. im better than that, and if people are willing to change to better themselves, then you will always be able to confide in me.
peace and love