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Okay, I know that you have a hugeee problem. So what, everyone has problems.
I think it's gotten to the point where I just need to stop wishing that it could go on forever. You obviously don't want that because the try-factor is zero on your part. I was there for you all weekend through a death in the family, to a woman I had never met, though she sounded very inspiring. But I'm not bringing this up because even though I felt obligated to be with you through that, I didn't mind it at all. I love being with you when I feel like it makes a difference. I'm sorry if comming to see me and my family is a drag. I don't intend on asking you out here again. If you want to come, that's your decision, please don't ever let any of my opinions sway you. But keep in mind that, just like your parents, my parents would like to see you and talk to you at least ONCE a month.
Yep, I knew it, leave it to me to jinx a good thing while it's happening. Now I get to hear tomorrow about how stupid women are and how you don't like relationships and blah blah blah. This is a never ending cycle. You hate it that you can't be totally in control. But honestly, I think that I've let you steer wayyy more than any other girl would have. Any other "normal" person would've told you to go to hell a long time ago. But weirdly enough, I understand that you don't think that you're doing anything wrong and that is owed to your lifestyle. Or it may just be because you are male. Either way, all HUMANS fuck up, but that's why we admit to our mistakes and suck it up. I've had to do it, actually now that I think of it I did it because of you, even though the people I admitted to were the ones that I could really care less about. I just want you to be completely happy because that is my job. Actually it's not, but I choose this. I refuse to continue to recieve the short end of the stick. This is a two ended deal. Act like it damnit.
I did a lot of thinking yesterday.a l o t.
And me and Danielle have come to the conclusion that if we said everything that ran through our minds we would totally be bitches.
No, I KNOW that I'm a bitch. Wow, that was a huge weight off my shoulders. So see, now no one has to tell me anymore. It's a win-win situation. Unless you're trying to piss me off by calling me one and I guess that would be a win-lose. People that TRY to piss me off just makes the situation better.
Instigation, a solid part of any trifling hoe's daily routine.:)
Sorry if I've been mean to you, thats just the bitch in me, haha, this is great.
love.
I think it's gotten to the point where I just need to stop wishing that it could go on forever. You obviously don't want that because the try-factor is zero on your part. I was there for you all weekend through a death in the family, to a woman I had never met, though she sounded very inspiring. But I'm not bringing this up because even though I felt obligated to be with you through that, I didn't mind it at all. I love being with you when I feel like it makes a difference. I'm sorry if comming to see me and my family is a drag. I don't intend on asking you out here again. If you want to come, that's your decision, please don't ever let any of my opinions sway you. But keep in mind that, just like your parents, my parents would like to see you and talk to you at least ONCE a month.
Yep, I knew it, leave it to me to jinx a good thing while it's happening. Now I get to hear tomorrow about how stupid women are and how you don't like relationships and blah blah blah. This is a never ending cycle. You hate it that you can't be totally in control. But honestly, I think that I've let you steer wayyy more than any other girl would have. Any other "normal" person would've told you to go to hell a long time ago. But weirdly enough, I understand that you don't think that you're doing anything wrong and that is owed to your lifestyle. Or it may just be because you are male. Either way, all HUMANS fuck up, but that's why we admit to our mistakes and suck it up. I've had to do it, actually now that I think of it I did it because of you, even though the people I admitted to were the ones that I could really care less about. I just want you to be completely happy because that is my job. Actually it's not, but I choose this. I refuse to continue to recieve the short end of the stick. This is a two ended deal. Act like it damnit.
I did a lot of thinking yesterday.a l o t.
And me and Danielle have come to the conclusion that if we said everything that ran through our minds we would totally be bitches.
No, I KNOW that I'm a bitch. Wow, that was a huge weight off my shoulders. So see, now no one has to tell me anymore. It's a win-win situation. Unless you're trying to piss me off by calling me one and I guess that would be a win-lose. People that TRY to piss me off just makes the situation better.
Instigation, a solid part of any trifling hoe's daily routine.:)
Sorry if I've been mean to you, thats just the bitch in me, haha, this is great.
love.