college, sigh
Starry, starry night.
Paint your palette blue and grey,
Look out on a summer's day,
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul. ~Vincent
I am officially going to Valparaiso University.
It feels really good to say that but at the same time it is like everything has ended. I have to admit that when I go to college it won't be KB that I can call late at night or MH when I have no clue what the spanish homework is. At least in every other transition there were a few friends to carry along with me. This time there will be nobody.
On the upside my grandparents are closer than my parents and my grandma has already promised to visit. She also said I could make a list of things I want her to send, like homemade cookies.
Why do I still doubt that I am truly capable of making a decision like this? Everyone else thought I would make the right decision. Is it the right one? Why does everyone have more faith in me than I have in myself?