One is new to me at least.
"Closer" by NIN (which i'm posting cuz i just can't get it the hell out of my head and it is SO Lex...), and "Killing Loneliness" by HIM (for the same reason). Both were on my SMF mix, but both are very very angsty-CLex.
"Closer"
(NIN)
You let me violate you.
You let me desecrate you.
You let me penetrate you.
You let me complicate you.
Help me! I broke apart my insides!
Help me! I’ve got no soul to sell!
Help me! The only thing that works for me...
Help me get away from myself!
I want to fuck you like an animal!
I want to feel you from the inside!
I want to fuck you like an animal!
My whole existence is flawed!
You get me closer to god!
You can have my isolation!
You can have the hate that it brings!
You can have my absence of faith!
You can have my everything!
Help me to tear down my reason!
Help me! It's your sex I can smell!
Help me! You make me perfect!
Help me become somebody else!
I want to fuck you like an animal!
I want to feel you from the inside!
I want to fuck you like an animal!
My whole existence is flawed!
You get me closer to god!
Through every forest,
above the trees;
within my stomach,
scraped off my knees...
I drink the honey,
inside your hive.
You are the reason
I stay alive.
***
"Killing Loneliness"
(HIM)
Memories, sharp as daggers
pierce into the flesh of today.
Suicide of love took away all that matters,
and buried the remains in an unmarked grave in your heart.
With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness. (killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms you saved me.
Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you!
The killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb...
I'm killing loneliness.
Nailed to a cross, together.
as solitude begs us to stay,
we disappear in the lie, forever,
and denounce the power of death over our souls
and secret words are said to start a war.
With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness. (killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms you saved me.
I'm killing loneliness with you!
The killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb...
I'm killing loneliness. (I'm killing loneliness!)
Killing loneliness!
With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness. (killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms you saved me.
Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you!
The killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb...
I'm killing loneliness!
I'm killing loneliness with you!
I'm killing loneliness with you!
I'm killing loneliness with you!
I'm killing loneliness with you!
Killing loneliness...
Killing loneliness...
***
And i should so go to bed. And i didn't even get a chance to watch Marcus; but for very good reason, since right before i got offline, my bro got on Yahoo (thank goodness i was on tonight!) and i got to chat with him. Haven't talked to that boy in a couple of months. Stupid being on opposite time zones in Japan, and him having to work like 18 hrs a day 7 days a week!
grr.
*misses her babibro*
NITE all!!!