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im at usc.
taking a summer seminar class.
its fun.
i thought the whole time
"im going to learn so much about psychology"
but really.
i am just learning about my self.
there are so many things i have yet to learn in life
which scares me to think in a year, i will be on my own.
i realized that i have very low self esteem and confidence.
i guess i was always confident at home because i knew everyone.
but here, i am timid and shy.
which, (if you know me) is so not ME.
but i guess it is.
and it scares me.
i was always loud crazy and fun.
hyper and always in the mood to go crazy.
but here, i feel so afraid to be myself.
and it is killing me, cuz i dont get why.
i know when i come back from this month,
i may not be a completely new person.
but i know that i will have learned a lot about myself, friends and life.
<3 .i miss you friends. <3
taking a summer seminar class.
its fun.
i thought the whole time
"im going to learn so much about psychology"
but really.
i am just learning about my self.
there are so many things i have yet to learn in life
which scares me to think in a year, i will be on my own.
i realized that i have very low self esteem and confidence.
i guess i was always confident at home because i knew everyone.
but here, i am timid and shy.
which, (if you know me) is so not ME.
but i guess it is.
and it scares me.
i was always loud crazy and fun.
hyper and always in the mood to go crazy.
but here, i feel so afraid to be myself.
and it is killing me, cuz i dont get why.
i know when i come back from this month,
i may not be a completely new person.
but i know that i will have learned a lot about myself, friends and life.
<3 .i miss you friends. <3