life.
this weekend was really really good and then really really bad. i had a fuckin mun conference that totally ruined my saturday and sunday. but then tori and i went to newport friday nite so it was really good. best of both worlds rite?
ive been thinking. which i do quite often. whenever people talking about making out they are always like, we have amazing chemistry. or the sparks flew when we were kissing. and im like wHAT THE HELL how come this never happens for me, am i doing something wrong?!!? jeez. making out is just simply making out for me, whether its with a stranger or someone i know. so when you first get that "chemistry/butterfly/sparks" feeling. then you are excited and confused.
why him? why the guy that i never expected to go for? the one that is gorgeous, amazing, unique, but so unlike me. i know the whole opposites attract speech, but i dont understand why. why two individuals that feel differently in almost every topic ((except for sexual shit)) can be so attracted. i alwas thought you would want someone who you can talk to about all the same stuff that you like. like in middle school, you want the guy that watches the same tv show as you, so that when you talk on the phone, you ACTUALLY have something to talk about. NOW, you realize relationships have many different aspects to talk about, like sex, school, politics, entertainment, sports, drama, family, etc...
i realized so what if he listens to screamo and i listen to ashlee simpson and pop music? or he wears darker clothes than i do? that does not define who we are. we just have to take time to get past the looks and the little stuff. <33.
ive been thinking. which i do quite often. whenever people talking about making out they are always like, we have amazing chemistry. or the sparks flew when we were kissing. and im like wHAT THE HELL how come this never happens for me, am i doing something wrong?!!? jeez. making out is just simply making out for me, whether its with a stranger or someone i know. so when you first get that "chemistry/butterfly/sparks" feeling. then you are excited and confused.
why him? why the guy that i never expected to go for? the one that is gorgeous, amazing, unique, but so unlike me. i know the whole opposites attract speech, but i dont understand why. why two individuals that feel differently in almost every topic ((except for sexual shit)) can be so attracted. i alwas thought you would want someone who you can talk to about all the same stuff that you like. like in middle school, you want the guy that watches the same tv show as you, so that when you talk on the phone, you ACTUALLY have something to talk about. NOW, you realize relationships have many different aspects to talk about, like sex, school, politics, entertainment, sports, drama, family, etc...
i realized so what if he listens to screamo and i listen to ashlee simpson and pop music? or he wears darker clothes than i do? that does not define who we are. we just have to take time to get past the looks and the little stuff. <33.