i'm a little bit lost without you
Well this is my first post on my ~Dreamwidth account~ (which I'll cross-post to LJ) and it's a meme because that's all I can think of to do right now. I'm not very good at the blogging bit these days, oh well! Also, my DW account name is suckmy12inch because I've always wanted that name but didn't want to pay to change it on LJ.
TEN ARE YOUS:
► Are you single ➔ Nope, as of just over a month ago now :)
► Are you happy ➔ Yeah, generally speaking.
► Are you bored ➔ Yes.
► Are you sad ➔ Only a little bit because I miss my fella.
► Are you Italian ➔ No.
► Are you German ➔ No.
► Are you Asian ➔ No.
► Are you angry ➔ I'm not angry right now but I get told I can have anger issues. Usually at video games.
► Are you Irish ➔ Partly, my grandparents on my dad's side are Irish.
► Are your parents still married ➔ Yep.
TEN FACTS
► Birth Place ➔ High Wycombe, which invariably gets pronounced incorrectly by Americans.
► Hair Color ➔ Dark brown/black where it's still dyed.
► Hair Style ➔ There's not really much of a style to it right now, I'm just letting it grow out. It's not quite shoulder length.
► Eye color ➔ Brown.
► Birthday ➔ 25th July
► Mood ➔ I dunno. So-so. It will improve after dinner because I am starving.
► Gender ➔ Female
► Lefty or Righty ➔ Righty
► Summer or Winter ➔ Summer
► Morning or Afternoon ➔ Afternoon by faaaar.
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE:
► Are You In Love ➔ Haha, um. This is actually hard for me to think about! I kind of feel that I am. I mean, the fact that I keep wanting to tell Rob "I love you" at really inconsequential moments seems to be an indicator of it but I'm a bit wary of it, mostly because 1) don't want to freak him out too much with ~FEELINGS~ and 2) we've not officially been together that long but then again, we've sort of pretty much been together for a while now. ...So, I dunno. I'd like to think yes. God this got long.
► Do you believe in love at first sight ➔ Not sure. I think you probably need at least some time with them to gauge it properly.
► Who ended your last relationship ➔ It was kind of a mutual thing outwardly but I think it was mostly the other person.
► Have you ever been hurt ➔ Yes.
► Have you ever broken someone's heart ➔ I think I might have done.
► Are you friends with your ex ➔ No. None of them, actually. Not that there's that many.
► Are you afraid of commitment ➔ I think I used to be, a long time ago? I figure that if you're afraid of committing, then the relationship's not right for you. Right now I'm not. So that's good!
► Have you hugged someone within the last week? ➔ Yes. Dad made me hug him the other day.
► Have you ever had a secret admirer ➔ Yeah.
► Have you ever broken your own heart? ➔ No.
TEN THIS OR THAT:
► Love or Lust ➔ Love
► Lemonade or Icetea ➔ Lemonade
► Cats or Dogs ➔ Dogs
► A few best friends or many regular friends ➔ A mix? I think I have the latter at the moment though.
► Television or Internet ➔ Internet
► Pepsi or Coke ➔ Coke
► Wild night out or romantic night in ➔ Romantic night in
► Pink or Purple ➔ Purple
► Day or Night ➔ Night
► IM or Phone ➔ IM mostly
TEN HAVE YOU EVER:
► Been caught sneaking out ➔ Nope. Never actually snuck out either...
► Fell down the stairs ➔ Yep.
► White water rafted ➔ No.
► Finished an entire jawbreaker ➔ Never had one.
► Wanted something/someone so badly it hurt? ➔ Yeah.
► Prank called a store ➔ No.
► Skipped School ➔ Yes.
► Wanted to disappear ➔ Yes.
TEN PREFERENCES
► Smile or Eyes ➔ This is really difficult :( I like both. Ummmmm. Eyes??
► Light or Dark Hair ➔ Not really bothered but the bf's got dark hair.
► Fat or Skinny ➔ Whichever suits that person! And Rob's neither anyway, I'd say, he's not skinny but he's stocky without being fat.
► Shorter or Taller ➔ Taller or about my height.
► Intelligence or Attraction ➔ UM. Both?? I'm saying both and you can't stop me.
► Jock or Nerd ➔ Nerd.
► Hook-up or Relationship ➔ Relationship. Even though this relationship kind of evolved from a hook-up.
► Funny and poor OR Rich and serious ➔ Funny and poor, I guess.
► Play the guitar or into sports ➔ Play the guitar.
► WHERE'S NUMBER 10 ➔ Seven ate it?
TEN LASTS
► Last Phone Call/Text ➔ From Rob :)
► Last phone call you received ➔ From my mum.
► Last person you hung out with ➔ Er. Haven't really hung out with anyone (other than my family) since Saturday... and that'd be Rob again.
► Last person you hugged ➔ Dad.
► Last person you IM'ed? ➔ Bethany.
► Last thing you ate ➔ Three cheese Subway.
► Last thing you drank ➔ Pepsi
► Last site you went to ➔ Facebook
► Last place you were ➔ In my parents' room because that's where the Xbox is...
► WHERE IS IT? ➔ Eaten.
RELATIONSHIPS
► Are you in a committed relationship ➔ Yes.
► Do you want to be ➔ Hell yes.
► When was your last relationship ➔ In one now :3
► Have you ever loved a guy/girl more than anything else in the world? ➔ Marmite is my one true love. Along with Latin.
► Do you still love them ➔ I always love Marmite and Latin.
► Do you like someone right now ➔ Of course.
FAMILY
► Do you and your family get along ➔ Generally, yeah, sometimes get into silly arguments with my sister though, but that's kind of to be expected, I think, since we share a room. We can't avoid each other easily when we're both at home.
► Would you say you have a 'fucked up life'➔ Nah.
► Have you ever ran away from home ➔ No, I considered it a couple times when I was about 16/17 because my parents were arguing a lot and I was sick of it.
► If so, how long ➔ n/a
► Have you ever gotten kicked out ➔ Nope. Dad has threatened once or twice but I was kind of being a really stupid brat.
► If so, how long ➔ n/a
FRIENDS
► Do you secretly hate one of your friends ➔ Nope.
► Do you consider all of your friends good friends ➔ Yeah.
► Do you trust all your friends ➔ To varying degrees.
► Who are/is your best friend(s) ➔ Mariam, Chris, Rob, Femke, Bethany. I consider them the people I can tell pretty much anything to.
► Would you die for them ➔ Yes. But preferably not painfully :(
► Who knows everything about you ➔ I think Mariam and Rob know all the stuff I'm willing to tell and then some, I reckon
TEN ARE YOUS:
► Are you single ➔ Nope, as of just over a month ago now :)
► Are you happy ➔ Yeah, generally speaking.
► Are you bored ➔ Yes.
► Are you sad ➔ Only a little bit because I miss my fella.
► Are you Italian ➔ No.
► Are you German ➔ No.
► Are you Asian ➔ No.
► Are you angry ➔ I'm not angry right now but I get told I can have anger issues. Usually at video games.
► Are you Irish ➔ Partly, my grandparents on my dad's side are Irish.
► Are your parents still married ➔ Yep.
TEN FACTS
► Birth Place ➔ High Wycombe, which invariably gets pronounced incorrectly by Americans.
► Hair Color ➔ Dark brown/black where it's still dyed.
► Hair Style ➔ There's not really much of a style to it right now, I'm just letting it grow out. It's not quite shoulder length.
► Eye color ➔ Brown.
► Birthday ➔ 25th July
► Mood ➔ I dunno. So-so. It will improve after dinner because I am starving.
► Gender ➔ Female
► Lefty or Righty ➔ Righty
► Summer or Winter ➔ Summer
► Morning or Afternoon ➔ Afternoon by faaaar.
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE:
► Are You In Love ➔ Haha, um. This is actually hard for me to think about! I kind of feel that I am. I mean, the fact that I keep wanting to tell Rob "I love you" at really inconsequential moments seems to be an indicator of it but I'm a bit wary of it, mostly because 1) don't want to freak him out too much with ~FEELINGS~ and 2) we've not officially been together that long but then again, we've sort of pretty much been together for a while now. ...So, I dunno. I'd like to think yes. God this got long.
► Do you believe in love at first sight ➔ Not sure. I think you probably need at least some time with them to gauge it properly.
► Who ended your last relationship ➔ It was kind of a mutual thing outwardly but I think it was mostly the other person.
► Have you ever been hurt ➔ Yes.
► Have you ever broken someone's heart ➔ I think I might have done.
► Are you friends with your ex ➔ No. None of them, actually. Not that there's that many.
► Are you afraid of commitment ➔ I think I used to be, a long time ago? I figure that if you're afraid of committing, then the relationship's not right for you. Right now I'm not. So that's good!
► Have you hugged someone within the last week? ➔ Yes. Dad made me hug him the other day.
► Have you ever had a secret admirer ➔ Yeah.
► Have you ever broken your own heart? ➔ No.
TEN THIS OR THAT:
► Love or Lust ➔ Love
► Lemonade or Icetea ➔ Lemonade
► Cats or Dogs ➔ Dogs
► A few best friends or many regular friends ➔ A mix? I think I have the latter at the moment though.
► Television or Internet ➔ Internet
► Pepsi or Coke ➔ Coke
► Wild night out or romantic night in ➔ Romantic night in
► Pink or Purple ➔ Purple
► Day or Night ➔ Night
► IM or Phone ➔ IM mostly
TEN HAVE YOU EVER:
► Been caught sneaking out ➔ Nope. Never actually snuck out either...
► Fell down the stairs ➔ Yep.
► White water rafted ➔ No.
► Finished an entire jawbreaker ➔ Never had one.
► Wanted something/someone so badly it hurt? ➔ Yeah.
► Prank called a store ➔ No.
► Skipped School ➔ Yes.
► Wanted to disappear ➔ Yes.
TEN PREFERENCES
► Smile or Eyes ➔ This is really difficult :( I like both. Ummmmm. Eyes??
► Light or Dark Hair ➔ Not really bothered but the bf's got dark hair.
► Fat or Skinny ➔ Whichever suits that person! And Rob's neither anyway, I'd say, he's not skinny but he's stocky without being fat.
► Shorter or Taller ➔ Taller or about my height.
► Intelligence or Attraction ➔ UM. Both?? I'm saying both and you can't stop me.
► Jock or Nerd ➔ Nerd.
► Hook-up or Relationship ➔ Relationship. Even though this relationship kind of evolved from a hook-up.
► Funny and poor OR Rich and serious ➔ Funny and poor, I guess.
► Play the guitar or into sports ➔ Play the guitar.
► WHERE'S NUMBER 10 ➔ Seven ate it?
TEN LASTS
► Last Phone Call/Text ➔ From Rob :)
► Last phone call you received ➔ From my mum.
► Last person you hung out with ➔ Er. Haven't really hung out with anyone (other than my family) since Saturday... and that'd be Rob again.
► Last person you hugged ➔ Dad.
► Last person you IM'ed? ➔ Bethany.
► Last thing you ate ➔ Three cheese Subway.
► Last thing you drank ➔ Pepsi
► Last site you went to ➔ Facebook
► Last place you were ➔ In my parents' room because that's where the Xbox is...
► WHERE IS IT? ➔ Eaten.
RELATIONSHIPS
► Are you in a committed relationship ➔ Yes.
► Do you want to be ➔ Hell yes.
► When was your last relationship ➔ In one now :3
► Have you ever loved a guy/girl more than anything else in the world? ➔ Marmite is my one true love. Along with Latin.
► Do you still love them ➔ I always love Marmite and Latin.
► Do you like someone right now ➔ Of course.
FAMILY
► Do you and your family get along ➔ Generally, yeah, sometimes get into silly arguments with my sister though, but that's kind of to be expected, I think, since we share a room. We can't avoid each other easily when we're both at home.
► Would you say you have a 'fucked up life'➔ Nah.
► Have you ever ran away from home ➔ No, I considered it a couple times when I was about 16/17 because my parents were arguing a lot and I was sick of it.
► If so, how long ➔ n/a
► Have you ever gotten kicked out ➔ Nope. Dad has threatened once or twice but I was kind of being a really stupid brat.
► If so, how long ➔ n/a
FRIENDS
► Do you secretly hate one of your friends ➔ Nope.
► Do you consider all of your friends good friends ➔ Yeah.
► Do you trust all your friends ➔ To varying degrees.
► Who are/is your best friend(s) ➔ Mariam, Chris, Rob, Femke, Bethany. I consider them the people I can tell pretty much anything to.
► Would you die for them ➔ Yes. But preferably not painfully :(
► Who knows everything about you ➔ I think Mariam and Rob know all the stuff I'm willing to tell and then some, I reckon