today is the day
i dont think that anyone reads this anymore. so i am going to take today as an opportunity to say whatever the fuck i want. (which is a good thing b/c i am going to tell you why!) since i woke up this morning i have been out of control. my thought process is a bit more than slightly hindered today. it seems that today i have a dirty mind. i have had impure thoughts since i woke up this morning. all i can think about is sex, drugs, music, violence, and anything that could be described as 'purely fucked-up'.
my current thought that i am stuck on... ecstacy. somebody told me something about ecstacy the other day. they said that when you take ecstacy, your senses distort making you be 'in love'. all you want to do is mess around, literally. now, with the ample amount of time i allow my mind to wander and think about whatever it wants, i have come to believe that me + ectasy + a night out to the dance club = an unforgettable time. granted, there are a few other factors that would have to be prearranged to an extent. all i am thinking is 'lets make this happen'.
i can feel my mind warping. i dont really know what is causing this warpage... but it is making me evil.
i need louder music. i need louder music everywhere. in my room. i need some different speaker system. i have my computer music in my room, which is a constantly growing collection. currently i am equiped with this piddle shit speakers that can pound, but believe me... you really dont want them to! in the living room i just upgraded kinda. a while back i made the decision to sacrifice my stereo for the living room. last week, i moved in a huge set of speakers that i used when i lived at my parents. they arent in the best condition, the seal on the large subs are gone. what can i say, they are from the 80s? in my car i do believe that i have blown some speakers. i knew the day was coming... i just didnt imagine it would be this fast. i want to beef the car's speaker system as much as i can without the speakers being apparent to the naked eye. my cd player is still not in my car. i think that i am going to have to break down and go up to Best Buy. get this shit figured out. oh yea, and while still on the subject of louder music, two things: 1)we need a better music system in the bathroom. the speakers arent beefy enough. loud yes! beefy, no! and the cd player sound sucks. i must look into this before i decide where im living for the next year. 2) i need new music. i have been itching to buy some new cds, but i am trying to conserve money. there are a lot of concerts that i want to attend this summer. 3) we need to move somewhere where i can listen to the music loud. i think lex and i need to get a house or a townhouse or something. i need to be LOUD!!!!
my current thought that i am stuck on... ecstacy. somebody told me something about ecstacy the other day. they said that when you take ecstacy, your senses distort making you be 'in love'. all you want to do is mess around, literally. now, with the ample amount of time i allow my mind to wander and think about whatever it wants, i have come to believe that me + ectasy + a night out to the dance club = an unforgettable time. granted, there are a few other factors that would have to be prearranged to an extent. all i am thinking is 'lets make this happen'.
i can feel my mind warping. i dont really know what is causing this warpage... but it is making me evil.
i need louder music. i need louder music everywhere. in my room. i need some different speaker system. i have my computer music in my room, which is a constantly growing collection. currently i am equiped with this piddle shit speakers that can pound, but believe me... you really dont want them to! in the living room i just upgraded kinda. a while back i made the decision to sacrifice my stereo for the living room. last week, i moved in a huge set of speakers that i used when i lived at my parents. they arent in the best condition, the seal on the large subs are gone. what can i say, they are from the 80s? in my car i do believe that i have blown some speakers. i knew the day was coming... i just didnt imagine it would be this fast. i want to beef the car's speaker system as much as i can without the speakers being apparent to the naked eye. my cd player is still not in my car. i think that i am going to have to break down and go up to Best Buy. get this shit figured out. oh yea, and while still on the subject of louder music, two things: 1)we need a better music system in the bathroom. the speakers arent beefy enough. loud yes! beefy, no! and the cd player sound sucks. i must look into this before i decide where im living for the next year. 2) i need new music. i have been itching to buy some new cds, but i am trying to conserve money. there are a lot of concerts that i want to attend this summer. 3) we need to move somewhere where i can listen to the music loud. i think lex and i need to get a house or a townhouse or something. i need to be LOUD!!!!