May 10, 2004 01:20
I called it.
The RA, who has a habit of coming over for a peice of ass did it again tonight for the third and (final?) time.
He's got a girl friend.
We messed around a little, I was watching Harold and Maude when he showed up, and he came really fast, like the last time. We've never had sex or anything, he's just infatuated with my breasts.
Funny story, so Dave and his friends call me Tits.
Dave is the craziest man I'v ever met ever. He drives me insane with his indirect question awnsering.
WE went and ate at the Satellite, and talked to Mitch. Mitch rocks my world hardcore.
I did some packing, I hate this my room looks like shit and has a barren feel to it.
Going for Monday-Mitch day tomorrow, our standing weekly date, man, I'm gonna miss him, man, I'm gonna miss all of the friends I made in Spokane.
Almost got a tatoo today, but Dave couldn't remember how to spell 'we thrive in shadow' in latin.
We almost got married tomorrow, but we decided to postpone because Monday is Mitch day.
I decided what I want as a tatoo. I didn't decide until Matt, the RA and I had our long indepth talk where I made up for his lust with my intellect. We are all a little peice of a star, I said to him while describing yet another reason why God doesn't exist, only energy does. I want a star, to remind me of where I come from.
Life is so strange and wonderful.
I want to get married to an 80 year-old woman.
I love you all.
Especially you, although I'm scared now Matt. Sometimes I want to stay here in Spokane and get a place and write. I wonder if I'll learn from you, or if you will be a distraction. I hope you wont hate me if I decide its best for me to leave after awhile, you know how much growth is important to me; and if I'm not growing intellectually do I really want to stay?
I mean, I'm not backing out, this is something I need to experiance. But please don't hate me if I decide it isn't within my best interests. And you know my love is never ending, even if I'm not with you.
Good night world, and good riddance.