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well, recently i have found out that a particular person has been reading my journal and has told my sister all about wut i have been up to. now, yes i did put this person on my friends list (so i could see her journal too), so she could view my journal at her convenience i guess. BUT, that does not give her the right to go and tell other people about my business. so now my sister knows that i WANTED to try ecstasy that one time- BUT I NEVER DID!!!! so she didnt have to say ne thing. AND she knows that i went to dave's house that ONE time. it was only once, just once. so netta, of course told my mother, who prolly told my dad, which means that I may be with no car and no priveleges for a LONG time. ALL thanks to that dumb bitch who had to go blabbing MY business to other people.
SO CASEY AREYOU GLAD THAT YOU GOT ME IN TROUBLE?? FO U FEEL PROUD OF YOURSELF?? I WILL NEVER TRUST YOU AGAIN! EVER! I MEAN, I PUT ALL THAT KOZ STUFF BEHIND ME AND FORGAVE YOU FOR PRESSING THOSE STUPID CHARGES, AND THIS IS WHAT I GET??!! WELL, ISNT THAT JUST A BIG ASS FUCKING KNIFE STABBED RIGHT IN MY BACK HUH??!!
AND YES, I KNOW I HAVE SAID THAT I STILL WANT TO BE WITH KOZ, BUT I HAVENT DONE NE THING WITH HIM SINCE THE WHOLE THING HAPPENED EXCEPT BE A FRIEND. AND I WILL ALWAYS HAVE A CONNECTION TO HIM- NO MATTER WUT BECUZ HE TOOK MY VIRGINITY, AND SO HE WILL ALWAYS MEAN SOMETHING TO ME.
so today, this will be my last journal entry. i cannot afford people butting into my business, and getting me into trouble. i am incredibly scared and terrified of what my dad is gunna do now. all thanks to YOU, casey.