koz
so today i worked with koz all day. he actually closed tonight. god!! i luv him soo much. he asked me today, "so have you had any wierd dreams lately?" and i coulnt think of any, so i was like "umm no, i dont think so." and he was like "oh, well, i had a dream that i was having sex with you a couple days ago." and in my head i was screaming "YES YES YES, OH BABY OH BABY!!" lol. so i said to him, "well, it doesnt just have to be in your dreams ya know." and he was like, "are you trying to say something here?"...... i just gave him my sexy look and walked away. to keep him guessing. then after work, i gave him a ride home. he was acting different, like nervous kinda, cuz he is nerdy like that. and when we got to his house, he was like, "ok i get a hug." so i gave him a hug. i soooo wanted to kiss him, but i was too nervous. ugh!! i should have kissed him, right then and there!! im sooo stupid dumb retarded. AAAAAAAAAHH!!!!! I AM SCREAMING!! i want him so bad lol. WTF IS WRONG WITH ME !!!!????