i want a bf!! :(
i am soo lonely all the time. i want a guy that will treat me right- with respect. i am not just looking for a guy to fuck. i want that happy feeling that comes from having someone that cares about me as much as i care about them.
i want a guy that is willing to wait till im ready to have sex. i dont wanna be pushed into it. i mean, i love sex, dont get me wrong, but i dont want that to be the only reason a guy goes out with me. i want him to like me for me, not just for sex.
tonight i am going to dave's house with bekah, tim, and prolly sara. i hope there are straight guys there. maybe i will meet someone. OR maybe tonight will be just for fun. who knows? maybe i will get really super drunk and fuck some dude that i dont even know. maybe this night will be sooooo fun that it puts my head rite. if i just have this one night of fun, maybe i wont be sad ne more.