i lied, heres a journal entry for ya.
so yeah, i thought we were in love.
thats what i was told. thats what i believed.
i thought she still had feelings for ryan, but maybe she could get over him and i could help.
i was wrong. wrong about everything.
well im glad we had this lock in. i was looking forward to spending 24 hours with you. but i guess i had to settle for 5 minutes. maybe im just greedy. i probably didn't deserve your attention.
at least i learned that ryan is actually a cool person. i shouldn't have judged him soo fast before.
i know at some point i had a good time. can't remember when... but at least i know the whole thing wasn't shitty.
I BELIEVED YOU!
edit 1am: i am a horrible person. i am sorry. i hope you never forgive me
thats what i was told. thats what i believed.
i thought she still had feelings for ryan, but maybe she could get over him and i could help.
i was wrong. wrong about everything.
well im glad we had this lock in. i was looking forward to spending 24 hours with you. but i guess i had to settle for 5 minutes. maybe im just greedy. i probably didn't deserve your attention.
at least i learned that ryan is actually a cool person. i shouldn't have judged him soo fast before.
i know at some point i had a good time. can't remember when... but at least i know the whole thing wasn't shitty.
I BELIEVED YOU!
edit 1am: i am a horrible person. i am sorry. i hope you never forgive me