i fell for it again
all i can do to take out my anger and stupidity is this live journal. it makes me feel better. over and over again i come begging back to u noeing that ur just going to get mad at me again. i try to make u happy but the harder i try to the mor u get angry with me. i fall for it. you tell me you love me but i noe ur lying. everything u tell me is a lie and u noe it. u dont even call me anymore. u dont care about me at all. im completely alone. i wonder y u like to hurt me so much. u like to be mad. i dont have much to say. all i can do is try to go to sleep and hope these tears dont keep my eyes shut forever.........actually. im kinda hoping they do.