i guess im bak for good
i need this site......its the only way to take out anger and hatred......if not then im afraid i might take it out on someone else......this site could save my relationship. who noes. im here at my house bored as hell because i stayed home from school today.....i was extremely sick this morning......i wanted to go to school just to see her but i was just too sick....now i feel much better. i just finished doing the dishes and making a CD for my baby. now i might clean the rest of the house.....i have the rest of the day to myself....but i noe as soon as my parents get home then its back to room full of tears.....i really feel like running away. there is no point in staying in this house. the one who controls everything is a heartless ass hole and the other is a bitch.y cant we pick our family......that would be so much greater than this hellhole that everyone thinks i get what i want when really im treated like shit behind the scenes. i hate this fucking house. no one cares about me. they just like to control me. i swear if it wasnt for my baby i would run away this very second.
i could easily live somewhere else as long as i still had her. i want to run away....badly.....would u run away with me. its alot to ask but im serious about this. i have places i could go. no one would even care if i left except for u.....thats y i want u to come wit me. i noe its a bad idea and everything but u should noe how i feel with ur mom always on ur ass about nothing........
well other than that im having a pretty good day......i didnt get to talk to my baby during lunch because the person who i was going to call to talk to her
went home early so i wasnt able to talk to her.........y didnt she find someones cell phone to call and talk to me.....was she busy.....was she even thinking of me like she says she always is. am i her first thought when she wakes up or am i an aggrivating pain that lurks in the back of her brain and she cant get me out.........i noe this doesnt make much since but it does to me......i just want her to love me.....and i still cant truly belive her until she stands up for me......she doesnt want anyone to noe she loves me.......she wants her mom and everyone else to think its still just a little puppy love.......i want the whole world to noe it.. I LOVE MARITZA AGUIAR AND NO ONE CAN DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT..........i love u.....forever....i just want the same form u
i could easily live somewhere else as long as i still had her. i want to run away....badly.....would u run away with me. its alot to ask but im serious about this. i have places i could go. no one would even care if i left except for u.....thats y i want u to come wit me. i noe its a bad idea and everything but u should noe how i feel with ur mom always on ur ass about nothing........
well other than that im having a pretty good day......i didnt get to talk to my baby during lunch because the person who i was going to call to talk to her
went home early so i wasnt able to talk to her.........y didnt she find someones cell phone to call and talk to me.....was she busy.....was she even thinking of me like she says she always is. am i her first thought when she wakes up or am i an aggrivating pain that lurks in the back of her brain and she cant get me out.........i noe this doesnt make much since but it does to me......i just want her to love me.....and i still cant truly belive her until she stands up for me......she doesnt want anyone to noe she loves me.......she wants her mom and everyone else to think its still just a little puppy love.......i want the whole world to noe it.. I LOVE MARITZA AGUIAR AND NO ONE CAN DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT..........i love u.....forever....i just want the same form u