unwanted
sometimes i feel like no one wants me around. and its usually not that feeling from one person but a group. have u ever felt stupid cause a group of people say something about u. i do. all the time. people piss me off. mostly the people in rotc but there are others also. i hate hanging around with people. even the most cared for people make me feel unwanted. i just cant stand the glares and the way they look at me like im stupid. i cant take that shit. i just want to leave but they are like no man dont leave. it makes me wonder who my real friends are. "friends" a more powerful word than "love" sometimes. u cant have love without friendship. if ur love isnt ur friend then what is he/she. i really dont even feel like talking about this anymore. one tear runs down my face and leaves a permanent scar of feelings about things that shouldnt concern anyone. and it continues to burn