I have a weight on my heart

[touch_me_xx]

I have never been this upset before in my life...

I have never wished death on someone and meant it before in my life...

I have wished I could see someone be brutally murdered before in my life...

I have never been so disgusted with someone that i couldnt look at them without crying.

I guess theres a first time for everything.

Janie's got a gun is my theme song until I stop feeling things all together...

I wish I could say i don't care, but I do.

I really hate you daddy, I really do.

Lots and Lots of fake Love,
Kathryn