Someday I will walk away and say, you fucking disappoint me, maybe you're better off this way.
You push me to my limits. You disappoint me more than I deserve. I deserve respect...I get none. I deserve honesty...again, I get none.
We are bonded together for one thing...nothing more. I can't stand you...I DESERVE BETTER. I DESERVE MORE.
It's hard to expect more, but recieve less. To WANT more, and pretty much get nothing.
I don't want to try anymore, but I don't want to leave, awful huh?
I will go back to school...I will get a job...and I WILL support myself again. I HATE depending on you, for anything and everything.
I will be independent again...It will take time, but I'll get there. Until then..