Suicide Overdrive- Final Attack: Burned to bracken ash
I have no idea what the Subject line was suppose to be. It's mental garbage that came forth. Kinda sounds like a JRPG attack of somekind.
I can't sleep. Closing my eyes causes me to panic. I end up whimpering and clinging to consciousness.
I can't seem to relax right now. I'm antsy, anxious and nervous. I have no idea why.
I'm listening to music that relaxes me. I got ALOT of work done for my new game that I'm working on.
I sent the first pay-check to my artist... I even payed for my CAR! JUST ONE MORE PAYMENT.
This feels odd. I feel... kinda like I'm wasting my time. LIke I can do better. Like I don't need to sleep. I have things I could be doing with my time.
I'm NOT sure what this feeling is... but I need to sleep. NOW. So I can be awake for tomarrow.
So I can be at work tomarrow.
What's going on in my head right now!? Why am I panicing when I try to sleep. Why can't I let myself rest.
I have been a good boy.
I can't sleep. Closing my eyes causes me to panic. I end up whimpering and clinging to consciousness.
I can't seem to relax right now. I'm antsy, anxious and nervous. I have no idea why.
I'm listening to music that relaxes me. I got ALOT of work done for my new game that I'm working on.
I sent the first pay-check to my artist... I even payed for my CAR! JUST ONE MORE PAYMENT.
This feels odd. I feel... kinda like I'm wasting my time. LIke I can do better. Like I don't need to sleep. I have things I could be doing with my time.
I'm NOT sure what this feeling is... but I need to sleep. NOW. So I can be awake for tomarrow.
So I can be at work tomarrow.
What's going on in my head right now!? Why am I panicing when I try to sleep. Why can't I let myself rest.
I have been a good boy.