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I want to feel the world around me. I want to see what's beneath this horrid picture and I want to drink it and bathe in it. I want to rape the truth. To take it my hands and completely blacken it with my thoughts and soften it with my words. I want to own people. To know them completely and to control them like puppets. I want to hold them and whisper in their ears and tell them that everything will change one day. That the path they led themselves to will end and the flames that seem to sprout from their footsteps will turn to stars. To kiss away their tears and worries. To feel their pain and suffering. To become the air and the sea. to . . . to die and to live forever.