Time Marches On
Last night one of my friends from high school asked me how my relationship is going. I told her that it is going terrible. Certainly she was disappointed to hear this knowing how rough of a time I had last time but before she was able to word those thoughts I continued with, "I'm falling in love." :) If terribly wonderful were a phrase indicating something that you had once had fears of coming out like a butterfly from a cocoon then now would be the moment to use it.
I dream of dances and flowers, dresses and kisses, and holding hands. A simple pleasure, a kiss on her forehead can be the most amazing thing of all. This time is something amazing, the amazing thing is this to love and to be loved back. A bit of a foreign concept to me honestly and yet so wonderful.
Am I saying that this is the girl; no, that would be far too hasty. I don't deal in haste any more, I don't live under pressure anymore. I'm walking in stride and searching the heart of God, myself, and her.
I just woke up from a nap with a realization and a smile, I've got a good thing going here. I felt it when my heart fell in and from that moment the words were pressed to the back of my lips to come out and declare their joyous song, "I love you."
For those of you who didn't know, you know do. At heart I am a hopeless romantic and a cheesy guy. Yes, not only am I slightly crazy but I am rather cheesy as well. This isn't to mention the fact that I actually like cheese also.
I dream of dances and flowers, dresses and kisses, and holding hands. A simple pleasure, a kiss on her forehead can be the most amazing thing of all. This time is something amazing, the amazing thing is this to love and to be loved back. A bit of a foreign concept to me honestly and yet so wonderful.
Am I saying that this is the girl; no, that would be far too hasty. I don't deal in haste any more, I don't live under pressure anymore. I'm walking in stride and searching the heart of God, myself, and her.
I just woke up from a nap with a realization and a smile, I've got a good thing going here. I felt it when my heart fell in and from that moment the words were pressed to the back of my lips to come out and declare their joyous song, "I love you."
For those of you who didn't know, you know do. At heart I am a hopeless romantic and a cheesy guy. Yes, not only am I slightly crazy but I am rather cheesy as well. This isn't to mention the fact that I actually like cheese also.