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just had my good breakfast again... ive been really really working on this new year thing.... my resolution sorta is to be healthier and be more "at peace"... just overall calmer, not let everything get to me. its working.. i mean people have told me im a lot calmer now... but ive been working on that for awhile too, and i did go thru a little rut before xmas where i just didnt care about anything, so whatever... but yeah now ive been doing pretty good.... yesterday felt awesome for some reason. i had sooo much energy and jackie did awesome with her solos when we ran them(well besides the "letting go" thing) which i am still waiting for... hmmm and madeline... wowwwwww speechless for real. that child has really really grown to be a dancer now. and she just started working with me like what, 3-4 months ago? and she's come further in those few months then she did all last year at the old studio. pretty sad, but also amazing and awesome!!! i was so proud last night after she got thru with her solo. that breakdown the day before with her really changed things i think. she just killed it last night. made me get some inspiration back. thats what ive been waiting for from someone, anyone.... was hoping to get it from jackie, but obviously things dont always go quite the way you planned, so it blew me away to get that inspiration from madeline. very awesome! yay!!! anyways. so yeah teaching was great yesterday... went running in between also.. .it was really gloomy when i went running, but for some reason i just felt so so awesome to be out there and i had the best high afterwards. hahahha nice nice... anyways... today gotta get ready to go to fayetteville in a bit.. gotta run a few errands first, gonna get my workout on again(gotta keep this up)... just had a nice breakfast of egg whites and turkey sausage, oh and diet mt. dew. haha need that, but no calories, so its straight. hehehe...... anyways, time to go do some pilates, and run and just work it outtttttttt, then to teach all night in fay. much love, much peace!