Been a while huh
It's been years since i've written in this thing my grammar isnt any better and my problems are still teen like. I've been dumped, from a girl i thought was the one. I just don't know how to move on with that. She didnt leave me because of me. She didnt leave me because of us. She left me because it's been so long since she has been single she doesnt remember how it felt to be truly ones own self. I understand that or at least i think i do. What i don't understand is where does that leave me. Does she need to find herself so that she can come back to me stronger. Seemingly not the case. Does she need to find herself so that she can find someone more compatible under the circumstances possibly but I thought we were doing great. Is she just looking for more Is she looking for less. Even though at times i felt smothered was i infact smothering her. We used to make fun of other relationships laughing about how disfunctional they were and how solid our's was. We have been hanging out already laughing, stealing glances, joking Arrgghhh she's texting me at 2 30 in the morning Love me Hate me or just get it over with and kill me already this roller coasting is missing the turn around it's never ending and I've eaten to much candy corn.