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[tothemax00]

For some reason this morning i just could not get out of bed. Alarms were going off and people were calling, I really wanted to get up. I havent been so careless and lazy in a long time. On top of it all when i finally did get up I felt like shit. Not physically but mentally. I felt like a bad person. I just didnt like where my head was at. I've had this encrouching notion that im not liking who i am becoming. The things i do and the things i say are just not becoming of me anymore. Although i don't follow the christian religion as much as i used to. I still try to follow the basic principles. Others before me. Golden rule for instance. Recently i just have not been myself. Selfish, uncaring, pretty jerkish, and I just say things i shouldnt. I don't meen to hurt anyone, I think i just need to get out of this town and go back to that southern hospitality.

This is what im talking about

A girl: i just like the idea of warm weather all the time and not having to wear shoes and sitting on a porch swing and drinking ice tea
EricDavison22: marry me