i don't know which way i'm going, i don't know what i've become
it's definitely been a time since i last updated.. for better or worse i'm updating again with no real reason except the fact that half my face is numb from the dentist and it's still morning time. i guess a lot has changed in the past few months, nothing major but numerous small things, and it sounds so oversaid but it's true and besides everyone is always changing at this age. in 3 days i'll be driving back to tennessee to begin my 3rd year at MTSU which i've just accepted the fact that i don't like tennessee but i'm going to college there and going to have to make friends with the crazy tennesseans. in 3 days i'll be 20. this summer has gone so fast, i wish i would have made more of it, but it was still more than i expected in some ways. but as it is, this will be as all new school years are- a fresh start. I've spent quite a bit of money on my car this summer just trying to fix it up and maintain it. I know those of you who've seen would say, "it's just a neon" but hey, I like my car and it's a damn fine automobile to me. It's getting a fresh coat of paint (not something hideous -white) but it's still at the shop and I'm waiting to get it back cause I have to change the oil, brakes, and put new turn signal lenses on the front since the old ones got water in them. I think I'm going to go to subway today, I treasure quiznos for their fine craftsmanship in the sandwich industry, but subway is more affordable and it's still quite tasty in itself. I hope I get an iPod for my birthday, my mom said she wanted to get me one, but who knows? blah, okay, enough of this shit.