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okay, here i am again filling out this form for some reason. anyway, I am pretty much stressed out and not happy with how things are looking. Next semester is going to be just awful as far as my schedule is concerned. I have a feeling it'll be another semester where I'll be home like twice the whole semster. I doing so awful in history right now and I don't want to have to retake that boring class, the stuff we're learning isn't boring it's the teacher. I know if I have to retake the class I can get a different teacher, but golly, I've never failed a class..ever. My life in this apartment really has become pathetic and I know it's my own doing but it also has to do with the fact that the people around here are just vile creatures. If it's not smoking, it's a girl who spits a big lugie. I'm so ready to be done with this college thing, it's not the fun I thought it would be. I'm so disconnected out here. Hard to believe one year ago, I was just back from spring break and living in those awful dorms I wasn't happy here but I was content over all. Things change so fast. I remember when you didn't have to make a big deal out of seeing friends because it was so regular and normal, now it's a huge thing cause you never see them, or in some cases we don't even talk. Well, I don't feel like being a sap much longer and I'm sure you bloaks are tired of reading my jibber jabber.