yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
i am so fucking bored. bored to tears. since when can you be high.. and bored. when you're high.. you're supposed to ... be easily amused. i cant find anything amusing!!! yaaaaaaa!!!
its funny that i bitch about being bored at 146am. most people are in bed at this hour. not me tho, buddy. im a night owl. i think i might need to vent, but its wierd... so maybe i wont. i dont know.
i dont want to say everything is bottled up inside.. but ugh! so.. im really frustrated. i think im really anxious about leaving town again. i think thats the biggest part. im realizing this job.. isnt for everybody... for sure. i think ill stick with it a little longer, i mean, a while longer, but im not talking years and years, but maybe a couple years. i dont know. its killing me being away all the time. i say that now, but i think im mostly ok when i go. me time is good time. but two months seems like a long time. atleast i get to see people i know when i get to az, so i mean it has its upsides. ugh. uuuughhhhhh!
i cant believe how effing bored i am. do you like diet coke? sometimes is the most perfect thing!
i guess ill try to sleep. atleast lay down anyway. eventually, ill fall asleep, im sure..
its funny that i bitch about being bored at 146am. most people are in bed at this hour. not me tho, buddy. im a night owl. i think i might need to vent, but its wierd... so maybe i wont. i dont know.
i dont want to say everything is bottled up inside.. but ugh! so.. im really frustrated. i think im really anxious about leaving town again. i think thats the biggest part. im realizing this job.. isnt for everybody... for sure. i think ill stick with it a little longer, i mean, a while longer, but im not talking years and years, but maybe a couple years. i dont know. its killing me being away all the time. i say that now, but i think im mostly ok when i go. me time is good time. but two months seems like a long time. atleast i get to see people i know when i get to az, so i mean it has its upsides. ugh. uuuughhhhhh!
i cant believe how effing bored i am. do you like diet coke? sometimes is the most perfect thing!
i guess ill try to sleep. atleast lay down anyway. eventually, ill fall asleep, im sure..