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alright. here we go now.
i just got home.
went out to play pool. good times. i did ok.
so lets see here. basically everything is going on with me. but.. nothing. maybe everything is going on inside my head. you know? like, nothing is really any different than it was. and i cant keep a single useful thought in my head. and right now.. im sitting here. and i think im missing something. something is misplaced. and its not something i need. its something i want. and so. i feel weird. yeah. not bad. just... off. yeah yeah yeah.
derek is visiting from school for a couple days. i think i'll see him tomorrow. its been over a month since ive seen him. i guess i sorta miss him. no, i miss him.
i mean... i dont know. so let me think. whats good? i went to get my oil changed today. only there was no oil to change. i had run out. i had to get some shit done to the engine... it was supposed to costs me like.. $40... and the guy only charged me $20. so that was special.
speaking of special. a special guy came into providence cafe the other day... the other hostess told me to tell him what my birthday was... month, day, and year. and he could tell me what day of the week i was born. so i told him. and within... 10... seconds... he told me i was born on a wednesday. he was right. and it made me smile. :)
alright.
well.
im off... to dream. about the things ive been dreaming about. for some reason. strange reason. not so strangely. understandably. makes sense, really.
goodnight.
i just got home.
went out to play pool. good times. i did ok.
so lets see here. basically everything is going on with me. but.. nothing. maybe everything is going on inside my head. you know? like, nothing is really any different than it was. and i cant keep a single useful thought in my head. and right now.. im sitting here. and i think im missing something. something is misplaced. and its not something i need. its something i want. and so. i feel weird. yeah. not bad. just... off. yeah yeah yeah.
derek is visiting from school for a couple days. i think i'll see him tomorrow. its been over a month since ive seen him. i guess i sorta miss him. no, i miss him.
i mean... i dont know. so let me think. whats good? i went to get my oil changed today. only there was no oil to change. i had run out. i had to get some shit done to the engine... it was supposed to costs me like.. $40... and the guy only charged me $20. so that was special.
speaking of special. a special guy came into providence cafe the other day... the other hostess told me to tell him what my birthday was... month, day, and year. and he could tell me what day of the week i was born. so i told him. and within... 10... seconds... he told me i was born on a wednesday. he was right. and it made me smile. :)
alright.
well.
im off... to dream. about the things ive been dreaming about. for some reason. strange reason. not so strangely. understandably. makes sense, really.
goodnight.