ok so i have'ent been with the posting...
~well nothing has really been up with me.
~well right now my uncle is being one ass hole like always! shit why dose he always have to be like that for?
~well any way my family is all ok. no one is in any pain that i know of.
~well PORKCHOP and i have been talking and i think that he likes me he said that he wanted to come to my house and i was all like with the no... i don't know what i want to do because i am so confused what should i do i mean i like GEORGE but he has not done any thing with me and i know that GEORGE and me will not have a full on realtion ship.... which i like that thought because i am not ready for that kinda thing... i mean i like the fact of having a boyfriend but i don't want to be tied down with all that emotional stuff... i am plenty happy with all the physical stuff... i like the physical stuff because it is non emotional and i don't want the emotional stuff i like it i like the fact that i don't need to show any emotional at all because i like to see my self as strong with hardly any emotion... well any ways think that both of them are great.... boys but what should i do? i need help... may be i should go with both of them? and or be one player.
~well things are good for now which is good right? well i hope so. well any ways thanks for reading this i know that i am such a confuseing person. but that is the way that i am.
~abby i <3 you and i will pray for you and so will my gram...
~love always
~me nikki
~well right now my uncle is being one ass hole like always! shit why dose he always have to be like that for?
~well any way my family is all ok. no one is in any pain that i know of.
~well PORKCHOP and i have been talking and i think that he likes me he said that he wanted to come to my house and i was all like with the no... i don't know what i want to do because i am so confused what should i do i mean i like GEORGE but he has not done any thing with me and i know that GEORGE and me will not have a full on realtion ship.... which i like that thought because i am not ready for that kinda thing... i mean i like the fact of having a boyfriend but i don't want to be tied down with all that emotional stuff... i am plenty happy with all the physical stuff... i like the physical stuff because it is non emotional and i don't want the emotional stuff i like it i like the fact that i don't need to show any emotional at all because i like to see my self as strong with hardly any emotion... well any ways think that both of them are great.... boys but what should i do? i need help... may be i should go with both of them? and or be one player.
~well things are good for now which is good right? well i hope so. well any ways thanks for reading this i know that i am such a confuseing person. but that is the way that i am.
~abby i <3 you and i will pray for you and so will my gram...
~love always
~me nikki