Dec 21, 2008 20:35
It's been years. No, it's been months. Nothings new. Nothing is ever new. Except I'm the bread winner this time, don't know how long, don't want to know how long until change. Change is something that will never be done unless you put forth the effort. You'll never know where it'll lead you. You could be the best person in the world, make the wrong decision, and your life will be changed forever. Change is something that I don't welcome with open arms. At-All. It's nothing i'm excited for. But It will happen. Come a time, most everything will change. I can't do anything about it. I can jump on it and move forward, or I can stay and do nothing. We will have to see what decisions I make in the next few months to determine the future that I hold in my hand, and throw it like a fucking frisbee hoping that it will come back around eventually. And, I need to be INDEPENDANT. And I plan to be. I know I'm strong.
I'm ONE HELL OF A FIGHTER.
THAT....That is the ONE thing that will never change.