What was hidden behind your smile?
My parent's are gone. They went to Niagara Falls, until Wednesday for my mother's 50th birthday. Trust me, she doesn't look any where near 50 years old. She's absolutely beautiful and stunning. She's always been fucking amazingly beautiful her whole life. When she was in her twenties she was asked to be in the Miss USA beauty pageant. She turned it down at the time because of her boyfriend who was the biggest douche this side of Michigan; he didn't want her to leave and pretty much see the world, and actually have a big shot of winning it. But then again, I wouldn't be here. But anyway, She's lost like 20 pounds and is skinnier every day and is lookin' better by the second, though the weight thing doesn't matter to me or anyone else because we think she's perfect the way she is, it makes her feel great. Anyway, they went and their staying at the Marriott hotel that has a balcony and the fall's are right outside their window. I bet it's BEAUTIFUL and I'm hella jealous. So yeah, it's me and my sister Suri til then, and of course Mark. It's cute though because now my mother like considers Mark as her son-in-law pretty much, that when she goes grocery shopping she'll make sure to buy him a ben&jerry's ice cream, and the soda he likes and all the meals. She went shopping last night and got everything we all loved, and when she talked to me she was like "Well, I'm goin' shopping for you Suri and Mark to get you food while we're gone" Haha. Instead of just saying me and Suri, she naturally said Mark. She's even went so far as to buy him a new pillow because she bought us all new feathered down comfortable expensive pillows and Mark loved it after we got it, that she went back and got one for him. It's so adorable. He's definitely part of the family. My dad who is a very independent person, who keeps to himself, and doesn't talk to anyone really, not even me; asked Mark if he wanted to go fishing sometime together. My father and Mark go downtown to my dad's work and Mark helps him take our new wooden doors to get them stained and stuff. It's really sweet too.
My sister Suri and I have gotten so close recently; the past 5 months, and it's quite insane. We can talk about anything. I fully trust her, and she has trust in me. We can talk about boys now since she's 15 and will be going into the tenth grade. I help her, from past experience's with Brandon, and I think my advice helps her a lot when she's going through shit with her ex boyfriend who is a complete douche and I hate him for making her cry. She really dug him for a while, and he broke up with her twice. I think it's because she's a very very smart girl, and has learned from my mistakes, and knows what not to do. But i'm there for her every time she's upset and i'm her shoulder to cry on. I really noticed how smart she had become a few months ago when her and I were driving, and had a serious conversation. Just the thing's she says and the way she says it makes her sound so smart and she knows what she's talking about. I mean I've know she was a smart girl, but the way she puts a sentence together makes me amazed.
I'm just really loving my family. Their amazing people, and recently I've thought to myself what it would be like with a different family. I got depressed because I have the most amazing people who care, and still i can be best friends with. Especially my mother, now that i'm older we've become best friends. We can talk about things that girl's wouldn't feel comfortable talk to their mom's about, like sex with their boyfriends, and stuff. I just love going into her room and laying in her bed and just talking before I go to my room.
Sorry for this long entry! Haha, but after all..it is a journal. I'll probably write more later tonight.
My sister Suri and I have gotten so close recently; the past 5 months, and it's quite insane. We can talk about anything. I fully trust her, and she has trust in me. We can talk about boys now since she's 15 and will be going into the tenth grade. I help her, from past experience's with Brandon, and I think my advice helps her a lot when she's going through shit with her ex boyfriend who is a complete douche and I hate him for making her cry. She really dug him for a while, and he broke up with her twice. I think it's because she's a very very smart girl, and has learned from my mistakes, and knows what not to do. But i'm there for her every time she's upset and i'm her shoulder to cry on. I really noticed how smart she had become a few months ago when her and I were driving, and had a serious conversation. Just the thing's she says and the way she says it makes her sound so smart and she knows what she's talking about. I mean I've know she was a smart girl, but the way she puts a sentence together makes me amazed.
I'm just really loving my family. Their amazing people, and recently I've thought to myself what it would be like with a different family. I got depressed because I have the most amazing people who care, and still i can be best friends with. Especially my mother, now that i'm older we've become best friends. We can talk about things that girl's wouldn't feel comfortable talk to their mom's about, like sex with their boyfriends, and stuff. I just love going into her room and laying in her bed and just talking before I go to my room.
Sorry for this long entry! Haha, but after all..it is a journal. I'll probably write more later tonight.