It's a new year; all I got is a box full of dramamine and a cherry coke
Whoa now; I haven't written in this thing forever. Things are good, my life always is a rollercoaster of ups and downs, but who's life isn't? I need a car with a cd player because I need to listen to modest mouse everywhere I go. They bring me up, and back to places where sometimes I don't want to remember, but sometimes do. It's weird. I kinda miss how it all was; our "crew", our drives to wyndotte completely high, completely in touch of the world except not in the right way. Hell yeah. Hell yeah. Oh let it break through.
But really; I have this weird feeling that I'll never change. I'll always be a sucker for opiates and modest mouse; driving around with windows down, smoking cigarettes in the morning; sitting at the pier in wyndotte and watching the sunrise. And really, I am ok with that. That's who I am; and I just need to find someone who is the same. He was my other half, and he was exactly like me in every way even if people don't believe it, they just never knew him the way I did. I've moved on, but my hearts always gonna be with him; my first love; everything we did was always fun and we wouldn't even have to ask where we were going; we'd just drive and know that we'd end up somewhere we both loved.. it's just so hard to find a person like that now. too bad it ended up that way, too bad.
this will never end, this will never end, this will n e v e r stop.
But really; I have this weird feeling that I'll never change. I'll always be a sucker for opiates and modest mouse; driving around with windows down, smoking cigarettes in the morning; sitting at the pier in wyndotte and watching the sunrise. And really, I am ok with that. That's who I am; and I just need to find someone who is the same. He was my other half, and he was exactly like me in every way even if people don't believe it, they just never knew him the way I did. I've moved on, but my hearts always gonna be with him; my first love; everything we did was always fun and we wouldn't even have to ask where we were going; we'd just drive and know that we'd end up somewhere we both loved.. it's just so hard to find a person like that now. too bad it ended up that way, too bad.
this will never end, this will never end, this will n e v e r stop.