Oh darling, your a million ways to be cruel.
So things are changing quickly. Most of the time I might find it rather extreme but not today! Everything is changing in ways I find extremely unnatural. I don't know how I feel about all of this. Lloyd sorry I skipped out on work the night the blizzard hit, had some shit come up I had to handle. Kind of thing I couldn't get out of so I can work Sunday to make up for it if you want. I still need Saturday, my boxing match is Saturday. Hima-Hime will you be coming with me again? I'm sure your busy with Christmas close. It's my last match till after Christmas.
Well it seems like I'm going back on my word Hayato and Mukuro. I'm going to see my family in California for Christmas I wont be back until after the new year has come. Maybe around the 4th or such. I don't know yet depends on if Kyoko is still busy with school or not. Either way I'll be back before the 7th. I know I promised Suzaku and I will hold to it. You just make sure you get the girl to actually agree to what you want before I cut my downtime.
I don't know how I feel about all of this the idea of taking someone's life is frightening, in a way I have not felt in to many years to really remember what its like. Fear is not something I'm used to But I been finding a lot of things that make me fearful in different ways lately. Like the fact both Kyoko and Hayato are both basically mad at me. I don't know if Kyoko is still angry but I bet she is... I should have never followed her here, should have extremely stayed in Japan. Nothing would have changed except me being alone.
Now I feel like I don't really need my family, like I can really survive on my own to the limit and beyond with no one else. Yet I cling, I know Hayato's pissed though I still don't see why me being out all night is grounds to be angry but I realize that he was still angry with it being my fault I guess that makes me a bastard. Hell if I know I am so extremely confused beyond all limits.
I need a girlfriend, I sound like a real fag right now.
Suzaku, meet you at the court in 5 minutes.
Well it seems like I'm going back on my word Hayato and Mukuro. I'm going to see my family in California for Christmas I wont be back until after the new year has come. Maybe around the 4th or such. I don't know yet depends on if Kyoko is still busy with school or not. Either way I'll be back before the 7th. I know I promised Suzaku and I will hold to it. You just make sure you get the girl to actually agree to what you want before I cut my downtime.
I don't know how I feel about all of this the idea of taking someone's life is frightening, in a way I have not felt in to many years to really remember what its like. Fear is not something I'm used to But I been finding a lot of things that make me fearful in different ways lately. Like the fact both Kyoko and Hayato are both basically mad at me. I don't know if Kyoko is still angry but I bet she is... I should have never followed her here, should have extremely stayed in Japan. Nothing would have changed except me being alone.
Now I feel like I don't really need my family, like I can really survive on my own to the limit and beyond with no one else. Yet I cling, I know Hayato's pissed though I still don't see why me being out all night is grounds to be angry but I realize that he was still angry with it being my fault I guess that makes me a bastard. Hell if I know I am so extremely confused beyond all limits.
I need a girlfriend, I sound like a real fag right now.
Suzaku, meet you at the court in 5 minutes.