bleh
Hey again.Today was an awesome day.I had 4 study halls, watched a movie in planetarium, got some shit done in music tech, and only had math class.But for some reason I feel like a piece of shit.Im just in such a shitty mood today for no reason.Well, there are alot of reasons but its just stupid things, but stupid things that bother me alll the time.At this point and time I honestly feel like I dont have one single person in my life I can go to with my problems and things.Not one single best friend.It just seems like everyone does theyre own thing now with other people and doesnt really care much about shit anymore.My mom always tells me I can go to her with anything but I mean c mon, every guy needs a guy best friend they can go to with all theyre problems not theyre fucking mom.It pretty much sucks.There were tons of people who walked in and out of my life who have played that role for me, and I played it for them but right now there is no one....holy shit this day just got pretty bad.My friend just IMed me..someone in my band.They just got arrested and theyre court date is the 28th and we are supposed to be on tour and the cops wont let him reschedule.Fuck fuck fuck.whatever im out later.