So like no joke i really need advice
Ok I love my boyfriend I do and I believe that every one deserves a second chance. I mean I gave him another chance but I still can't get over the fact that he cheated on me. I had just started to let it go I mean yeah he cheated on me and he got another girl pregnant and she just had her baby a boy named Donte. I got to thinking about that I mean what happens if he decides to leave me so he can make a family work with this girl for his son. I don't know what I would do if I lose him I mean yea maybe him trying to make a relationship work for the sake of his son is a good thing but that means that I wouldn't have him in my life anymore. It's all I think about every time we talk and I don't know how to talk to him about it but it hurts so much I don't want I'd do if I lose him. I can't stop crying and i've been depressed lately it hurts so bad. I love him and I know that there's a good chance I might lose him so I might need to start facing that fact now. I thought about ending the relationship now before I get hurt trying to hold on to something that might not be. So what I need to know is what to do should I let him go now. Should I hold on and stay with him even with the possibility that I might lose him. How do I talk to him about this. What do I say. I'm going crazy I don't know how much more of this I can take it really killing me. I really truly need advice.